circus
i'm becoming as antsy as sergio or ana...
see, last night was the first night for circus and we (butch, alex, kety, jr, d, c, and i) decided to give em a try.
when i got there, not surprisingly, parking was a cinch. the place was whack at first. kety mentioned there were more security than dancers when she got there and that the dj in the top room was facing the wall (arron, and i both confirmed that on 2 separate trips up there). alex came hoping for some trance and all the rooms were playing house... and spinning it horribly.
so we sat outside talking and considering ditching this dump and hitting up kety's place for some greens. somewhere along the line, matilda came around and joined our clan. she was kinda the highlight of my day. matilda is one of those spundites i see practically every time i go there... and whom i never talked to cuz there really was no reason to. we chatted ONCE before and she impressed me with some japanese (she looks korean and, well, IS korean but she spoke my language without accent) but that was it. however, tonight, she was more chatty and stuck around alex and jr, teaching them some dance moves.
NOW i'm impressed. she speaks like 20 different languages and it makes me wonder if maybe her fobby engrish is intentional. she dances well. or rather, she has this marc-like way with body language and i can totally see her in a game of charades. and she's easy to talk to. i'm not sure where this comes from but i avoid certain girls who i decide are too far above me. i know my kept complaining to me about how people treat her that way (and yeah, i avoided my too at first, actually)...
anyhow, so after a bit, the dj in the main room started playing trance and an overenthusiastic alex comes out and drags us and kety back in. circus might not be that bad after all.
aight... so we all had fun. afterward, it was decided we all go to alex/kety's place cuz she got her hands on some good weed. i volunteered to take butch home to derek/cyn's place and join them later. on the way there, on the 110, i barely missed this nasty accident that comes right into view after a bend. in fact, it seemed like a few cars actually smashed right into it which is why the whole mess took up 2 of the lanes to begin with. whatever the case, i dropped butch off but couldn't help but wonder if that was kety/alex, jr, and matilda that was piled up in that heap, even if kety's house isn't anywhere near the 110.
so yah, i go home, pick up a sweater, drive, and arrive in pomona around 5:10. considering how lost i am at that parking structure, i find me an obvious parking spot and call. and call and call and call... no one's picking up. images of that crash come to mind and i get worried. after like 30 minutes, i find myself dozing off and my mind just keeps telling me something happened to them. eventually, i give up and drive home. a rested mind should come up with more logical reasons for this, right?
2 hours of sleep later, crackwhore comes home and yells my name. "where's the bug?" (i'd recently found a potato bug and am trying to raise it). half awake, i answer and i realize i'm still worried about alex and kety. returning to sleep wasn't possible with images of my friends in that deathtrap of an accident and as impossible as i knew it to be, i worried. so i call again. all their numbers. i know it's not possible, i know it's illogical, i know it's just a fucking stupid thought... but it bugged the shit outta me that no one was answering and i found myself all depressed today thinking about it and how absurd i was acting.
later on, alex calls me and informs me that they all went to the garage to smoke out cuz his grandma was awake and they left their phones in their cars. jr and matilda left pomona around 6-ish. *whew* that was a weight off my shoulders. and all of a sudden i find myself all happy and jumpy.
*sigh* this post took longer than expected. i'm not sure what the point to all this was but ii'll edit it later cuz i'm sleepy now.
see, last night was the first night for circus and we (butch, alex, kety, jr, d, c, and i) decided to give em a try.
when i got there, not surprisingly, parking was a cinch. the place was whack at first. kety mentioned there were more security than dancers when she got there and that the dj in the top room was facing the wall (arron, and i both confirmed that on 2 separate trips up there). alex came hoping for some trance and all the rooms were playing house... and spinning it horribly.
so we sat outside talking and considering ditching this dump and hitting up kety's place for some greens. somewhere along the line, matilda came around and joined our clan. she was kinda the highlight of my day. matilda is one of those spundites i see practically every time i go there... and whom i never talked to cuz there really was no reason to. we chatted ONCE before and she impressed me with some japanese (she looks korean and, well, IS korean but she spoke my language without accent) but that was it. however, tonight, she was more chatty and stuck around alex and jr, teaching them some dance moves.
NOW i'm impressed. she speaks like 20 different languages and it makes me wonder if maybe her fobby engrish is intentional. she dances well. or rather, she has this marc-like way with body language and i can totally see her in a game of charades. and she's easy to talk to. i'm not sure where this comes from but i avoid certain girls who i decide are too far above me. i know my kept complaining to me about how people treat her that way (and yeah, i avoided my too at first, actually)...
anyhow, so after a bit, the dj in the main room started playing trance and an overenthusiastic alex comes out and drags us and kety back in. circus might not be that bad after all.
aight... so we all had fun. afterward, it was decided we all go to alex/kety's place cuz she got her hands on some good weed. i volunteered to take butch home to derek/cyn's place and join them later. on the way there, on the 110, i barely missed this nasty accident that comes right into view after a bend. in fact, it seemed like a few cars actually smashed right into it which is why the whole mess took up 2 of the lanes to begin with. whatever the case, i dropped butch off but couldn't help but wonder if that was kety/alex, jr, and matilda that was piled up in that heap, even if kety's house isn't anywhere near the 110.
so yah, i go home, pick up a sweater, drive, and arrive in pomona around 5:10. considering how lost i am at that parking structure, i find me an obvious parking spot and call. and call and call and call... no one's picking up. images of that crash come to mind and i get worried. after like 30 minutes, i find myself dozing off and my mind just keeps telling me something happened to them. eventually, i give up and drive home. a rested mind should come up with more logical reasons for this, right?
2 hours of sleep later, crackwhore comes home and yells my name. "where's the bug?" (i'd recently found a potato bug and am trying to raise it). half awake, i answer and i realize i'm still worried about alex and kety. returning to sleep wasn't possible with images of my friends in that deathtrap of an accident and as impossible as i knew it to be, i worried. so i call again. all their numbers. i know it's not possible, i know it's illogical, i know it's just a fucking stupid thought... but it bugged the shit outta me that no one was answering and i found myself all depressed today thinking about it and how absurd i was acting.
later on, alex calls me and informs me that they all went to the garage to smoke out cuz his grandma was awake and they left their phones in their cars. jr and matilda left pomona around 6-ish. *whew* that was a weight off my shoulders. and all of a sudden i find myself all happy and jumpy.
*sigh* this post took longer than expected. i'm not sure what the point to all this was but ii'll edit it later cuz i'm sleepy now.