that moment when you want to talk about something but there's nothing to talk about
I want to ramble and vent and sob and deconstruct what I'm writing but I can't/won't because there's no reason to. What can I possibly say that'll stir up conversation or be worth reading about/listening to?
But there's this thing I'm writing right now, you see. It got away from me - I tried to write a stupid sappy sweet self-indulgent fic involving domesticity and sleepy cuddles and it ran the hell away from me. There is an actual scene where Sam comes back from ENCOM to find Tron watching Captain America: The First Avenger, thought "Why the hell not?' and joined him, and then had to snap him out of it when the end of the movie triggered him.
SAPPY SWEET SELF-INDULGENT DOMESTICITY AND SLEEPY CUDDLES =/= TRON BEING TRIGGERED BY A SCENE FROM CATFA
I want to ramble about this. Talk. Scream. Yell. Flail. But there's nothing to talk about and no one to talk about it with, it's just a scene that happened, and I have to leave right now because I told Mom I'd head back up from SD 44 minutes ago so I can't even start deconstructing that hot mess myself and just ARGH
ARGHALJKSFLAJKFLASKJDFKLASJDFL
stupid OTP and stupid feels and stupid everything
But there's this thing I'm writing right now, you see. It got away from me - I tried to write a stupid sappy sweet self-indulgent fic involving domesticity and sleepy cuddles and it ran the hell away from me. There is an actual scene where Sam comes back from ENCOM to find Tron watching Captain America: The First Avenger, thought "Why the hell not?' and joined him, and then had to snap him out of it when the end of the movie triggered him.
SAPPY SWEET SELF-INDULGENT DOMESTICITY AND SLEEPY CUDDLES =/= TRON BEING TRIGGERED BY A SCENE FROM CATFA
I want to ramble about this. Talk. Scream. Yell. Flail. But there's nothing to talk about and no one to talk about it with, it's just a scene that happened, and I have to leave right now because I told Mom I'd head back up from SD 44 minutes ago so I can't even start deconstructing that hot mess myself and just ARGH
ARGHALJKSFLAJKFLASKJDFKLASJDFL
stupid OTP and stupid feels and stupid everything