(no subject)

Oct 13, 2003 06:54

Hmm.. it's so early in the morning, I don't know why I'm still up actually. Lately, I been having the weirdest sleeping schedule. It seems as if I'm like a vampire, sleeping during the day and waking up at night. Which is totally out of character for me, I'm not exactly sure why either. Anyway, it's early in the morning and I'm sitting here about to journey on to a pressurized situation academically. In 3 hours I will have a paper due, and 100 pages to read. I sometimes wonder why I put myself in this situation, though it seems as if I seem to work better at those times. The adrenaline rush of being pressured, the majestic feeling of making that basket as the clock ticks down. Some say it's not the best way to go about things, and in general it isn't, but one may argue that as long as the same reults get done. It should be okay, right? I beg to differ, in order to be successful at anything we as a humans have to put all our efforts and collect ourselves to be attentive. One mistake in discipline leads to another, it then becomes an infection like neglect. Sure it may not seem too bad at that specific moment. Let me put it this way, we all know the phrase "an apple a day will keep the doctor away": well if you don't... eh I don't know what's wron with you ;oP, it's pretty universal. But the thing is, sure you can miss one day, but what... what about 6 years? This little steps of neglect will eventually nudge a person so of course that they'll end up paying for it later on. I believe the philosophy pertains to all aspects of life: relationships, health, and money. Most people get so offtrack they begin to wonder what happened to them 40 years down the line. Then they figure out what they did wrong, but it is already too late or rather too tough. So say no to the person saying: "A herseyyyyyyy bar a day...." sayy noo~! Let us master these disciplines and become the person who we are meant to be.

Okay, I don't know how I got so offtrack, but yeah from today on I really need to get myself in tact. Cause this is not workin', well mostly I can't afford to lose everything that I worked for; it's one thing to be successful it's another to get a taste than fall back down below. Maybe that's why the suicide rate for lottery winners are so high...

Alright time to start on my paper.... I'll finish this entry later. Hah, I still object to the fact that people actually read this thing. It's actually scary ;oP, but then again who really cares right? Why hide yourself from the world, there is nothin to hide because you are who you are... hah more to come on the adventures of Shirow. Hm.. pictues...???

*note: this entry was written in a limited out of time: so please bear with me on the mistakes. I have some studying to do.
Previous post Next post
Up