Apr 28, 2004 18:55
i'm at jill's as usual, because this is where i can use the internet and stuff and we just chill and i eat all her food : D, and drink all her apple grape juice, but i hope she still loves me. today was cheer practice i am so rusty and stuff and the highschoolers are so good, and i suck majorly. and yeah. and some people are just like totally not being my friends right now like two or three people who i used to hang out with a lot have like totally gone off and started hanging out with others and i feel sort of alone. i mean i have friends yeah but none of my older friends have been hanging with me much, maybe i'm just a psycofreak who wants to have attention on myself all the time. well whatever thats who i am then blah, ok gonna talk to other people on IM now love you all babes.