hope fighting fear
i'm leaving on Tuesday....... heading back to Edinburgh. and i don't want to.
i really don't want to.
*sighs* hearts were laid on the line not so long ago..... confessions were made....... *pauses to check he's still sleeping*
this has been fast, and a little unexpected. not in the "im completely unprepared for this and it scares me" way, but more "this is a complete surprise - i have been given an extraordinary gift"............
i have several different reasons for not wanting to return *rolls eyes* work being one of them..... the others..... yes, they have evrything to do with Raine. i am the first person to stand up and admit that i'm a little intimidated and have a few insecurities by feelings of this........... magnitude after such a long time of being on my own.
*sighs again*
well, whatever may come, i am not leaving without letting him know how much i do love him.
this was brought to you by a scottish drama queen suffering from insomnia. enjoy it or dont.
i really don't want to.
*sighs* hearts were laid on the line not so long ago..... confessions were made....... *pauses to check he's still sleeping*
this has been fast, and a little unexpected. not in the "im completely unprepared for this and it scares me" way, but more "this is a complete surprise - i have been given an extraordinary gift"............
i have several different reasons for not wanting to return *rolls eyes* work being one of them..... the others..... yes, they have evrything to do with Raine. i am the first person to stand up and admit that i'm a little intimidated and have a few insecurities by feelings of this........... magnitude after such a long time of being on my own.
*sighs again*
well, whatever may come, i am not leaving without letting him know how much i do love him.
this was brought to you by a scottish drama queen suffering from insomnia. enjoy it or dont.