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Why are we at such a standstill again? I hate laying in bed apart from you & only hearing your voice as we quietly argue in the darkness. It makes me scared to come home at night for fear we'll argue again. Even if all you do is lay there and ask me questions that my brain cannot comprehend at 4am, with your hands at your sides pulling the blankets away from me, I hurt.
It's a really bad time to bring shit up when I've thought we were okay. I thought we were okay, and now we're not.
Now I don't know from one day to the next.. this has been plaguing us for weeks and I don't like it.
I woke up feeling so numb today, even though the weekend's finally starting. Right now, I feel so out of it you could strangle someone in front of me and I'd just stand there. Maybe it's part fatigue, part general morning slowness, & part something else but I really hate this feeling.
Residual stuff from yesterday morning, move along; nothing to see here.
It's a really bad time to bring shit up when I've thought we were okay. I thought we were okay, and now we're not.
Now I don't know from one day to the next.. this has been plaguing us for weeks and I don't like it.
I woke up feeling so numb today, even though the weekend's finally starting. Right now, I feel so out of it you could strangle someone in front of me and I'd just stand there. Maybe it's part fatigue, part general morning slowness, & part something else but I really hate this feeling.
Residual stuff from yesterday morning, move along; nothing to see here.