Tranquillity
No work today, for the ground is far too much frozen. After working around 0° C in the last two weeks with snowfall sometimes I really appreciate that. ^^ (Er hat's dann auch gleich eingesehen... *g*)
So, an unexpected day off. Time to listen to some music, get some stuff done aside work and write some lines here.
Been in the cinema yesterday, watching Narnia. Have never read the books, so I could just lean back and enjoy, without comparing to the written original. Very nice ^^ And I agree with Stoda: the gryphons are smexy XD I should resume to learn dream control.... *whistles*
Two more weeks, and work will rest for a good month, maybe two, depending on weather. We shifted the winter maintaince plan, so 2 x 2 are working the route now, what's a good thing. Getting done much faster now. ^^ Along that line, I should have sylvester off: Alpha, that means I'll be over at your place to about 99% ^^ Miss ya and your foxy *huggles*
I miss a lot of people... but at the same time, I feel that the distance I seeked the past months helped me a lot to get things back on track. Am on a good way to get my balance back, making new plans with new hope and finally getting enough strength back within to be able to share.
Looking forward to EF next year. So many ppl comming there this time. ^^ I'll be busy with squeezing people for about the first day XD
My decision to leave the apartement sharing community here is final now, though I'll leave in peace and I wish that Micha and Maryam will become happy with their child that should be born any day now. ^^ I decided to stay at my current company for at least another year, searching an appartment with one of my comrades I come along with very well. Even though he's not really a "fur", he's got the same level of insanity.. so things should be fine ^^
Two more years to my landscaping master... beware the mare on the mini-digger! XD
I'm no longer afraid of losing my job now. First, I know that my boss needs me, and second, even if I'd lose my job, I'd immediately try to make up my own little company.
Yes, I know that it's alot of work and that in these times, such a thing isn't easy. But I doubt times will become better in that aspect and even if I fail in keeping it up, there will be some very valuable experience ahead on that path. I trust into myself, enough to give it a try, so I'll be prepared.
There will be no step back, just forward.
I'll send these line now and return to make myself some more thoughts about my "WoH - Raise of the Phönix" project. It's very relaxing for me to listen to some musik, letting go of what occupies us irl and just think about the world within you.
Take care everybody... and try to keep your heads up ^^
Shira
So, an unexpected day off. Time to listen to some music, get some stuff done aside work and write some lines here.
Been in the cinema yesterday, watching Narnia. Have never read the books, so I could just lean back and enjoy, without comparing to the written original. Very nice ^^ And I agree with Stoda: the gryphons are smexy XD I should resume to learn dream control.... *whistles*
Two more weeks, and work will rest for a good month, maybe two, depending on weather. We shifted the winter maintaince plan, so 2 x 2 are working the route now, what's a good thing. Getting done much faster now. ^^ Along that line, I should have sylvester off: Alpha, that means I'll be over at your place to about 99% ^^ Miss ya and your foxy *huggles*
I miss a lot of people... but at the same time, I feel that the distance I seeked the past months helped me a lot to get things back on track. Am on a good way to get my balance back, making new plans with new hope and finally getting enough strength back within to be able to share.
Looking forward to EF next year. So many ppl comming there this time. ^^ I'll be busy with squeezing people for about the first day XD
My decision to leave the apartement sharing community here is final now, though I'll leave in peace and I wish that Micha and Maryam will become happy with their child that should be born any day now. ^^ I decided to stay at my current company for at least another year, searching an appartment with one of my comrades I come along with very well. Even though he's not really a "fur", he's got the same level of insanity.. so things should be fine ^^
Two more years to my landscaping master... beware the mare on the mini-digger! XD
I'm no longer afraid of losing my job now. First, I know that my boss needs me, and second, even if I'd lose my job, I'd immediately try to make up my own little company.
Yes, I know that it's alot of work and that in these times, such a thing isn't easy. But I doubt times will become better in that aspect and even if I fail in keeping it up, there will be some very valuable experience ahead on that path. I trust into myself, enough to give it a try, so I'll be prepared.
There will be no step back, just forward.
I'll send these line now and return to make myself some more thoughts about my "WoH - Raise of the Phönix" project. It's very relaxing for me to listen to some musik, letting go of what occupies us irl and just think about the world within you.
Take care everybody... and try to keep your heads up ^^
Shira