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Laziness is a ball and chain you carry with you.
Ive fought with my lack of motivation for a long time now and ive never been able to realise a solution until tonight. I woke up and was like Why dont i just DO something. it ocurred to me that the ball n chain of laziness isnt really attached, your literally carrying it with you, your making life harder for yourself by being lazy and procrastanitive. So as if suddenly opening my eyes to the morning light i realised how to stop my laziness. I will simply get things done. Ive even developed a point system for me too so i can have a game out of it lol. Either way im going to get better. I will write and draw every day as well as play my game. I will try to incorporate calling one of my friends every day at the least and trying to hang out or just plain talking to keep in touch. Im going to get out of this grave ive dug for myself. Im going to start not drinking as much soda as i used to. Im gonna work out a little now and then. These things im going to put on my list as a list of chores I must do to get better. i will complete these chores and mark them off every day until they are habbit. ^_^ Im going to get the old ryan back and kill this new shitty ryan whos bitter lazy and afraid.
thanks to my friends for supporting me up until now despite my shitty misbehavior. =P ill get better. and ill be updating this and my Myspace more often as part of my chores.
Ive fought with my lack of motivation for a long time now and ive never been able to realise a solution until tonight. I woke up and was like Why dont i just DO something. it ocurred to me that the ball n chain of laziness isnt really attached, your literally carrying it with you, your making life harder for yourself by being lazy and procrastanitive. So as if suddenly opening my eyes to the morning light i realised how to stop my laziness. I will simply get things done. Ive even developed a point system for me too so i can have a game out of it lol. Either way im going to get better. I will write and draw every day as well as play my game. I will try to incorporate calling one of my friends every day at the least and trying to hang out or just plain talking to keep in touch. Im going to get out of this grave ive dug for myself. Im going to start not drinking as much soda as i used to. Im gonna work out a little now and then. These things im going to put on my list as a list of chores I must do to get better. i will complete these chores and mark them off every day until they are habbit. ^_^ Im going to get the old ryan back and kill this new shitty ryan whos bitter lazy and afraid.
thanks to my friends for supporting me up until now despite my shitty misbehavior. =P ill get better. and ill be updating this and my Myspace more often as part of my chores.