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ive been kinda weird lately, emotional rather. My birthday was kinda odd i felt like it was going to suck as i cared little about it and have never really had a nice birthday. But of course obviously i really DID care about it cause since no one seemed to care at first i felt really bad. So ive been kinda pissy and such lately but after going to work ( on my birhtday haha) i felt alot better. everyone there was really nice they bought me random little things and gabby got me this cool hat! ^_^ and i just felt good cause ppl actually cared it was my birthday. then of course i came home and i had had several nice messages from mary n co. ^_^ and that made me happy too.
I decided not to be interested in Kathleen, shes too curious about things i dont like and nott like the way Jill was curious.. this kind will just screw her up. and it gives me a headache. lol so atm i dont really like neone. If i were to base up the kind of girl id want i guess i want something like mary. AS pathetic as it is for me to mention her in this sense she really is the perfect type for me. I just gotta find another girl kinda like her and ill be good =P so since i have no one i atleast have something to look for ^_^
i kinda lack alot of motivation right now (whats new eh?) but im working on it, i think if i can get my heart squared away and distracted in other matters i can begin laying my lines again and pull out some effort ^_^ we will see what happens.
I decided not to be interested in Kathleen, shes too curious about things i dont like and nott like the way Jill was curious.. this kind will just screw her up. and it gives me a headache. lol so atm i dont really like neone. If i were to base up the kind of girl id want i guess i want something like mary. AS pathetic as it is for me to mention her in this sense she really is the perfect type for me. I just gotta find another girl kinda like her and ill be good =P so since i have no one i atleast have something to look for ^_^
i kinda lack alot of motivation right now (whats new eh?) but im working on it, i think if i can get my heart squared away and distracted in other matters i can begin laying my lines again and pull out some effort ^_^ we will see what happens.