Oy Oy Oy!
My heart is a silly thing i believe, for so long without knowing I've been disconected. I could hear its calls echoing throughout my body, shouting what it needed but like echos are want to be, its source was out of my grasp. One day wandering about the depths of the cavernous catacombs of my soul I was reaquainted with my heart and stairing up at the big doors they silently opened.
What came out of those doors is too powerful for even me to understand, too much to even portray in ones own emotions. It was as if the want the need the burning desire to love burst out and gave me a goal and infinite power in which to reach that goal... It was overwhelming, the kind of thing that throws your body into a cold sweat and your heart seems to beat slower as time whirls, pivoted on the moment.
The power dims now and then I know, its been so long. For a long while I've been nothing more than a teacher. I tried to explain to people how to understand the heart... of course the only way to do this is to look at your heart from affar, it has a twisted way of warping your thoughts when you are embracing its strength. Of course i was incapable of loving before I had had no heart, only the shadow of one.
With this new strength my old wounds finally began to heal and i saw the world through familiar kind eyes. Angels who had fallen rose again and took up status atop their pillars and my heart beamed with Joy. Slowly my entire soul was being healed and my eyes cleared.
Now although at times i feel resolve weakening in my quest a small thing such as an item from a store or a brief idea like a rose budding in my mind can bring this force about at full strength and there is a voice that shouts throughout my heart and soul in a booming resonance, it does not promise anything but speaks only the truth and despite how hard my travels may be or how rough the battles of this path can become I will not stand down, I will not turn my back on the power that gave me life again.
I was once a teacher but my student grew up, now we are equals. Now I am no longer needed as a teacher. I know now what the power was that lay behind those doors, dormant in my heart. That angelic beast which begged to be freed, begged to show its worth to the world. This is the strength of Unconditional Love. Something that can't be broken, an undying will and an infinite well of love which can never and refuses to ever dry up.
With this and the knowledge ive gained from my experiences I will join the game again, and I will play, and I will win. A Master Is Out.
What came out of those doors is too powerful for even me to understand, too much to even portray in ones own emotions. It was as if the want the need the burning desire to love burst out and gave me a goal and infinite power in which to reach that goal... It was overwhelming, the kind of thing that throws your body into a cold sweat and your heart seems to beat slower as time whirls, pivoted on the moment.
The power dims now and then I know, its been so long. For a long while I've been nothing more than a teacher. I tried to explain to people how to understand the heart... of course the only way to do this is to look at your heart from affar, it has a twisted way of warping your thoughts when you are embracing its strength. Of course i was incapable of loving before I had had no heart, only the shadow of one.
With this new strength my old wounds finally began to heal and i saw the world through familiar kind eyes. Angels who had fallen rose again and took up status atop their pillars and my heart beamed with Joy. Slowly my entire soul was being healed and my eyes cleared.
Now although at times i feel resolve weakening in my quest a small thing such as an item from a store or a brief idea like a rose budding in my mind can bring this force about at full strength and there is a voice that shouts throughout my heart and soul in a booming resonance, it does not promise anything but speaks only the truth and despite how hard my travels may be or how rough the battles of this path can become I will not stand down, I will not turn my back on the power that gave me life again.
I was once a teacher but my student grew up, now we are equals. Now I am no longer needed as a teacher. I know now what the power was that lay behind those doors, dormant in my heart. That angelic beast which begged to be freed, begged to show its worth to the world. This is the strength of Unconditional Love. Something that can't be broken, an undying will and an infinite well of love which can never and refuses to ever dry up.
With this and the knowledge ive gained from my experiences I will join the game again, and I will play, and I will win. A Master Is Out.