Jul 08, 2005 22:24
i've been on the phone all day.
i've also been sick.
i just drank a lot of tea.
and before that i looked through my closet full of pictures.
i saw baby pictures of me.
and some photos of my mom and dad when they first met.
they're so in love.
i feel so happy.
and at peace.
and excited.
and i really just, need to embrace how wonderful i am feeling.
in this moment in time.
i couldn't go to the fair today.
i can't go tomorrow.
or sunday.
and i'm ok with that.
because i almost fainted this morning.
and i think i'm in love.
but i don't want to ruin it.
i just need to take whats going on, one day at a time.
i just wish hugs could stretch across the country.
i think that would be amazing. ♥