Jul 08, 2005 09:01
i can't believe what happened in London yesterday.
when Ed told me i almost cried.
i can't stand death.
it's probbaly my greatest weakness.
now i feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it.
i can't even imagine that happening to anyone i knew or loved.
i can't imagine death happening to anyone i know or love.
radiohead makes me think more than i should.
about life.
and i really like it.
i can't go to the fair with everyone lovely today.
i get to stay home and pack, and take care of a 2 month old baby.
i'm actually really excited.
i can't believe i leave for SEP in 2 days.
i really can't.
i'm going to miss so many people.
i got up at like 7 this morning.
i wouldn't go back to sleep.
i was thinking too much.
i couldn't fall asleep last night either.
but i was thinking, listening to music and drawing.
i'm so happy i'm drawing again.
We've got rules and maps and guns in our backs, but we still can't just behave ourselves. Even if to save our own lives so, says i, we are a brutal kind.
[sunshine] out!