Oh my fucking god. Dostoevsky. Shut. The fuck. Up. No one fucking cares what you think. It is so not relevant. Oohhhh look at me I'm the narrator I'm a nihilist in 19th century Russia!! Blah blah blah I'm cool except I suck! Everyone else is cool too, except that they suck just as much as me! This is pretty much all I'm going to say only I'm going ( Read more... )

Wow. So I had the most fucked up dream ever. Like the beginning was weird but ok. I actually think I've had it before, only this time there was a whole thing about a horse and me wanting to ride it really badly. But no one would take me riding, NOT EVEN MY GRANDMA. ;_; Yeah. Um then there was something to do with the Fairly Oddparents, like I was ( Read more... )

so this is cool ( Read more... )

Today is a good day to update about, I think.

( how did it all begin... )

Today wins just because I got to write an essay about repressed sexuality! YESSSSSS. Yay for pertinence! ;P

Also, this week has been one of choice quotes.
( these are probably mostly of an unsavory nature. and mostly from coffeehouse. hmmmmm. lol )

On Friday about halfway through fifth period Mr. Terlecsky goes, "Who in here is a Yankees fan?" and of course me and like, 2 other people raise our hands. So since I'm in the front Mr. Terlecsky walks over to my desk and puts a little teddy bear in a Mets jersey on top of my history book. I kind of sat there with I guess a look of horror/intense ( Read more... )

so i feel like crap again. i don't know why. there's no reason. i feel selfish being like this, too.

it's not a feeling like crap like the other night. i don't know. I mean i've just been like so busy ever since school started but i haven't actually....done anything ( Read more... )

( English journal entry #1 - Personal Legend? )