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i need something to look forward to consistently. this loneliness is driving me up the wall. i need an afternoon where i know i will always have someone to eat with, or someone will come over and see me just so i can look forward to it and know that i won't spend the whole day by my lonesome.
i need a reason to not "worry about it," because so far i haven't seen a single one. and that was not what i was expecting.
maybe this weekend will help. i'm excited for the football game, excited to go out with my friends, most of whom i haven't seen since sunday.
i love it here, i love my school, my classes are great. but once classes are over i just come back here and i'm by myself. and that is just driving me up the wall.
i need a reason to not "worry about it," because so far i haven't seen a single one. and that was not what i was expecting.
maybe this weekend will help. i'm excited for the football game, excited to go out with my friends, most of whom i haven't seen since sunday.
i love it here, i love my school, my classes are great. but once classes are over i just come back here and i'm by myself. and that is just driving me up the wall.