I thought that Gay Meant to be Happy?, (R) lime, Suju, TeukChul
Title: I thought Gay Meant to be Happy?
Pairing: Eeteuk x Heechul
Band: Super Junior
Rating: R (lime)
I thought Gay Meant to be Happy?
Disclaimer: Don’t own anyone
Author Notes: The title came to me randomly as I was walking to class. The inspiration for the pairing came from watching the 1000 song challenge episode with Suju T on it. Hehe
I don’t know what I was expecting. It couldn’t have been much. We weren’t drunk, and neither of us were really worked up over anything. It was only a whim when you grinned at me and pinned me to the carpet we’d just been sitting on. Your eyes were playful, and the ever-present dimple let me know that my position sincerely amused you. You thought it was funny.
“ You a good kisser?”
“ That’s a dumb question.”
“ No. You’re supposed to say ‘Why don’t you find out?’ and then I kiss you.”
He laughed and his head dipped closer to mine than I’d expected. I honestly didn’t see what was so funny. He knew I was gay and he knew very well that he was not. In the moment his lips came to crush my own, I hated him.
I don’t find straight guys who play the border attractive and I don’t play anyone’s experiment, but Eeteuk didn’t fall into those categories. He created a third one, one for men who knew what they wanted. He wanted to play- a quick fuck and a smile. He wanted women, loved women, was attracted to and eventually would marry a women. But as for now he wanted me.
I hated him because I couldn’t resist his insistent lips and his roaming hands. I couldn’t stop myself from becoming enveloped in his mischievous eyes, unable to see the doorway he led me to until I was already tugged inside.
My legs buckled, not because of the sudden push against the bed, but because of the sensual tenor telling me to,
“ Take off your pants.”
And because of the hands coming around my waist to help my heart skipped a few times more than I was comfortable with. The heat of his chest on my back felt like fire. His hot breath on the shell of my ear and his teeth against the skin of my neck made my breath hitch.
After “ I like it when you moan,” there were no more words except the whispers between the sheets and our bodies. The whole night was hot, burning so fiercely that the both of us had to cry out.
Afterwards Eeteuk stayed in my bed. He had no reason to run or be embarrassed. I was still Heechul and he was still straight.
I honestly don’t know what I was expecting. An apology? A confession? Maybe just a reprieve from this jaded feeling that had begun to settle over me lately?
“Where are you going?”
I was surprised he’d even noticed me get up.
“ I’m going to take a shower.”
“ Oh okay.”
I don’t know if his voice was husky from the sex or tiredness, but he sounded like he’d fall asleep any minute. That was fine. I’d be too ashamed if he saw my tears right now.
“ Night.”
“ G’night Chulie.”
That night not even the shower could disguise my tears.
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End
Wow I never thought I’d write a TeukChul fic but here it is.lol Thanks Suju T for that. Anyway I’m satisfied with it I suppose. ^^
Pairing: Eeteuk x Heechul
Band: Super Junior
Rating: R (lime)
I thought Gay Meant to be Happy?
Disclaimer: Don’t own anyone
Author Notes: The title came to me randomly as I was walking to class. The inspiration for the pairing came from watching the 1000 song challenge episode with Suju T on it. Hehe
I don’t know what I was expecting. It couldn’t have been much. We weren’t drunk, and neither of us were really worked up over anything. It was only a whim when you grinned at me and pinned me to the carpet we’d just been sitting on. Your eyes were playful, and the ever-present dimple let me know that my position sincerely amused you. You thought it was funny.
“ You a good kisser?”
“ That’s a dumb question.”
“ No. You’re supposed to say ‘Why don’t you find out?’ and then I kiss you.”
He laughed and his head dipped closer to mine than I’d expected. I honestly didn’t see what was so funny. He knew I was gay and he knew very well that he was not. In the moment his lips came to crush my own, I hated him.
I don’t find straight guys who play the border attractive and I don’t play anyone’s experiment, but Eeteuk didn’t fall into those categories. He created a third one, one for men who knew what they wanted. He wanted to play- a quick fuck and a smile. He wanted women, loved women, was attracted to and eventually would marry a women. But as for now he wanted me.
I hated him because I couldn’t resist his insistent lips and his roaming hands. I couldn’t stop myself from becoming enveloped in his mischievous eyes, unable to see the doorway he led me to until I was already tugged inside.
My legs buckled, not because of the sudden push against the bed, but because of the sensual tenor telling me to,
“ Take off your pants.”
And because of the hands coming around my waist to help my heart skipped a few times more than I was comfortable with. The heat of his chest on my back felt like fire. His hot breath on the shell of my ear and his teeth against the skin of my neck made my breath hitch.
After “ I like it when you moan,” there were no more words except the whispers between the sheets and our bodies. The whole night was hot, burning so fiercely that the both of us had to cry out.
Afterwards Eeteuk stayed in my bed. He had no reason to run or be embarrassed. I was still Heechul and he was still straight.
I honestly don’t know what I was expecting. An apology? A confession? Maybe just a reprieve from this jaded feeling that had begun to settle over me lately?
“Where are you going?”
I was surprised he’d even noticed me get up.
“ I’m going to take a shower.”
“ Oh okay.”
I don’t know if his voice was husky from the sex or tiredness, but he sounded like he’d fall asleep any minute. That was fine. I’d be too ashamed if he saw my tears right now.
“ Night.”
“ G’night Chulie.”
That night not even the shower could disguise my tears.
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End
Wow I never thought I’d write a TeukChul fic but here it is.lol Thanks Suju T for that. Anyway I’m satisfied with it I suppose. ^^