Medium: Books
Fandom: Harry Potter
Subject: the Remus/Sirius relationship, from 1970s till the end of book 7
Title: A Part of Me Died
Warnings: spoilers for books 3 to 7
Notes:
-this fanmix was created as a late Christmas gift for a friend who is new to S/R;
-first time I ever share a fanmix on the Internet, I usually keep them shyly to myself lol;
-the star next to the moon on the cover art is indeed Sirius;
-the fanmix is named after a song from Slow Coming, which would have been perfect for song #11, had I liked the singer's voice ^^;;;;;.
01 Doors opening / Dishwalla - Every little thing
Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all come
02 Teenagers at Hogwarts / Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes and chocolate milk
Cigarettes and chocolate milk
These are just a couple of my cravings
Everything it seems I like's a little bit stronger
A little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me
03 Confessions, that night / Rod Stewart - It had to be you
Some others I've seen, might never be mean
Might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else, gave me a thrill with all your faults, I love you still
04 Growing up / Peter Cincotti - Just Another Falling Star
He was everybody’s hero
But he was losing ground
And gaining speed
05 Halloween night / Les Misérables - Empty chairs at empty tables
Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame
Here they sang about `tomorrow'
And tomorrow never came
06 Alone again / Neko Case - I wish I was the moon
I'm so tired
I wish I was the moon tonight
07 Azkaban / Robbie Williaws - The road to mandalay
Everything I touched was golden
Everything I loved got broken
On the road to mandalay
Every mistake I've ever made
Has been rehashed and then replayed
As I got lost along the way
08 Return to Hogwarts / Peter Cincotti - December boys
The time of open hearts
The time before the rest of life begins
The learning who we are
Oh what I'd give to be December boys again
09 Being reunited / Nickelback - Far away
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
10 Living together / Death Cab for Cutie - Brothers on a Hotel Bed
You may tire of me
As our December sun is setting
Because I'm not who I used to be
11 Losing him a second time / The Fray - How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
12 Behind the veil / Death Cab for Cutie - I will follow you into the dark
Love of mine
Some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
13 Marrying Tonks / Barry Manilow - Even now
Even now when I know it wasn't right
And I've found a better life than what we had
Even now I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad
14 Our Epilogue / Eva Cassidy - Fields of Gold
Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of Barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
DOWNLOAD THE MIX! BONUS: A part of me died, by Slow Coming, LYRICS:
I woke up this morning
and I forgot you were gone.
I imagined all this time
that you were here with me.
Forgot all the pain and sorrow
I have felt so many years.
Forgot about that day and all my wasted tears.
When can I see...see you again?
When can I see... see you again?
I woke up this morning
and I realized you were gone.
I remembered your ashes
as they were thrown to the ground.
I remember that day when a part of me died.
I will never let you go no matter how hard I try.
When can I see, see you again?
When can I see, see you again?