........shit
Well, its was fun until it all came crashing down. Thursday went to Phils, and dyed my hair and spent the night and we did precal *some friday also* Friday went to the yard sale at the Realator office and I ironed shirts, it was hard work, and time consuming. Rosa came to visit the Phil and I, and we went shopping then went to Phils. Someone bought my 2005 Indigo Mustang GT convertible...grr. Spent the night again at Phils again. Sat we hung out *over the weekend we watched Hitch, Tokyo Godfather, and Inuyasha the 1st Movie* Dad *Phils* took us to MiCasita, mom couldn't make it cause work, but we got MexToGo. Then went to Laura, and went to mall and we all got clothes, those who were there know what I got *very comfy for your information* On the way home near CVS hit a curb. Saw extent of damage *or what i thought* at Laura's, called parents, Dad got real angry. I stayed the night at Lauras. I was glad to have gotten to bond with Phil, Laura, and Kimi, I love you guys. Today I woke up and came home about noon. Parents returned home and I was "educated" and the mom said that dad said I am not allowed to take the car. Because "it may need to be fixed" like the back hub cap hasta be replaced, it may need a new rim, and first tire it REALLY bad behind the surface, just like many things within my life, I hate being here, I hate being home, I hate it all, so yea, front tire and rim may need to be replaced, and as of now I am paying it seems. To put it in perspective the hub cap it plastic at 35 dollars, the rims are metal and well tires cost like more...so yea we will see. Oh well, I leave you with some Sarah Brightman "Deliver Me" a song that is hopeful, a hope that cannot be fulfilled, because well.....I dream to much.....
Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.
All of my life I've been in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.
Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
Won't you deliver me.
Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.
All of my life I've been in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.
Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
Won't you deliver me.