Jun 15, 2005 23:25
Ok, Monday was Grad, and I cried, I hung out with Rosa, Phil, Dani, and Laura at Rosa's house with her family friends. Everyone was awesome and I shed tears. Tuesday was a waste of my life and I Was cranky and visited Rosa at work. *I appologize to everyone on Tuesday because I was a F***head* Todsay was way pointless then went to work then Laura's and mom bought me ice cream at Baskin Robins, then came home and talked to mum. Soooo yea, not much. I just determined that I am afraid of my surgery, I feel unhealthy and gross and fat, I know I am not but I have been stress eating. My face looks like hell and my hair is gross and I wanna shower over and over, it just is screwed.........I honestly hate my body, the world can now move on.....but I never will so there.