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I'm getting sick again. Always when the weather changes. Stupid upper respiratory infections. :(
James is moving out in two weeks with his friend Kevin. I've known he was going to move out since the day he moved it, but I'm still going to be sad about it. He found out on Friday that him and Kevin got the apartment, and since then he has spent every day with Kevin. He's moving out, you'd think maybe he'd want to spend some time with me before he moves out, but I'd guess not. Apperantly he can't wait to get settled in...
Maybe I'm just being selfish.
I wanted to spend time with him yesterday, but then Kevin and Maria came over as soon as I got home from work, and stayed till 12:30 am. I fell asleep at around 11pm. I gave up on trying to spend time together.
Since I'm sick, I'll probably be asleep before James even gets home from work tonight.
Seems like it never ends. For some reason lately I have been unhappy. I can't figure out why or how to fix it. :( Stupid SAD.
It just seems like James it more and more seeming to be like Devon, sometimes worse. Makes me wonder at times if I made the right decision....
I love James and that won't change, I just wish the situation would.
James is moving out in two weeks with his friend Kevin. I've known he was going to move out since the day he moved it, but I'm still going to be sad about it. He found out on Friday that him and Kevin got the apartment, and since then he has spent every day with Kevin. He's moving out, you'd think maybe he'd want to spend some time with me before he moves out, but I'd guess not. Apperantly he can't wait to get settled in...
Maybe I'm just being selfish.
I wanted to spend time with him yesterday, but then Kevin and Maria came over as soon as I got home from work, and stayed till 12:30 am. I fell asleep at around 11pm. I gave up on trying to spend time together.
Since I'm sick, I'll probably be asleep before James even gets home from work tonight.
Seems like it never ends. For some reason lately I have been unhappy. I can't figure out why or how to fix it. :( Stupid SAD.
It just seems like James it more and more seeming to be like Devon, sometimes worse. Makes me wonder at times if I made the right decision....
I love James and that won't change, I just wish the situation would.