Jan 19, 2009 20:35
i screwed my TOEFL tests...sort of. I mean i was given 60 seconds to speak and i got soooooo nervous that all they heard from me was various versions of "ummmm"s. besides that, it was fine. ish. fine-ish. eeeeeks.
i watched grey's ;-D it was awesome as ever. Mama Shepard is amazing though. And the Mark and Lexi scene in the beginning was golden. And Derek's riiiiiing *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*. but meh i just dont feel like going on and on about it right noww.
and there was barely any pam in the new office epi ;[
besides that though i'm so happy cause Miasa is baaaack and though i haven't gotten to see her yet, i get to tomorrow so it's all good ^_^.
Fine, whatever, but why is this titled "Dancing Around Swiss Alps", you might be thinking. That is one of the things I wanna do baaaadly in lifee. For the record, it's not literary dancing around swiss alps, i basically mean i wish i could be a bollywood actress for a few years of my lifee. It's so amazing for them: they are heavily paid for looking beautiful and doing romantic song sequences in all the beautiful places in the world. Recently I've gained a new found love for Indian cinema and the more and more i watch these movies, i wanna be a part of them. The really sad thing is, i wanna do a different thing everyday these days. In the span of a month, I've had a million and one ambitions.
Ofcourse, i know what i REALLY want...becoming a writer but I'm gonna do that anyways; meanwhile there are other so many things i wanna do. I was advised I make a list of my ambitions [which is different from my "list of things to do before i die"] so that's what i'm gonna do here. These are the things I wanna become in this lifetime:
-Writer [DEAREST ambition <3]
-Movie Critic
-Novel Critic
-Therapist
-Lawyer
-A person with an M.B.A.
-Bollywood Actress
-Proffessional Chef
-T.V. insider [example: Micheal Aussiello]
^^ I have seriouslyyy wanted to do each one of those things baaaadly. It sucks that it's practically impossible that i'll get to be all of those things in one lifetime and that's a rather depressing thought :(