angsty huh? sorry, i was feeling down. much better now^^ /is praying that you keyboard survives
yeah ikr, to me, calling them by their real names makes them seem more, idk, real? calling them by stage name makes me feel superficial. i want to love them for who they really are, not the image that their company wants them to maintain. i never want that day to come either.
OMGJGKAJSGAJKDGS. oh okay, sorry. stand by me just started playing on my iPod, i had to skip it >< after i watched them perform countdown and stand by me, i have never been able to listen to those songs without crying. a curse, i guess. a small price to pay for seeing them.
idkk either. i just, feel like giving up. because i know that one day, kibum will fall in love and marry some other girls, and it'll probably be all over kpop sites SHINee's Key gets married! and i think my heart might just break. i'm scared that this is more than just infatuation, or more than just a crush. and frankly, i don't want it to be anything more, after all, in the end i'll be the one getting hurt, won't i? /sigh i should stop being so emo, it isn't like me at all^^
sorry, i was feeling down.
much better now^^
/is praying that you keyboard survives
yeah ikr,
to me, calling them by their real names makes them seem more,
idk, real?
calling them by stage name makes me feel superficial.
i want to love them for who they really are,
not the image that their company wants them to maintain.
i never want that day to come either.
OMGJGKAJSGAJKDGS.
oh okay, sorry.
stand by me just started playing on my iPod,
i had to skip it ><
after i watched them perform countdown and stand by me,
i have never been able to listen to those songs without crying.
a curse, i guess.
a small price to pay for seeing them.
idkk either.
i just, feel like giving up.
because i know that one day,
kibum will fall in love and marry some other girls,
and it'll probably be all over kpop sites
SHINee's Key gets married!
and i think my heart might just break.
i'm scared that this is more than just infatuation,
or more than just a crush.
and frankly,
i don't want it to be anything more,
after all,
in the end i'll be the one getting hurt, won't i?
/sigh
i should stop being so emo,
it isn't like me at all^^
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