Is There Nothing Else To Do?
"I'm already fucked up in the head but now I have fucked up the only thing I had left."
- Player 456
Listen…
Yesterday I had the dark lord traipsing up and down my photo gallery
^Cuz no sir… Like, why? I sincerely have no idea why he thought making a new page would work. And no, this is not to say that my ego has officially reached a level where I honestly believe that man made a shiny, brand spanking new page just so he could friend me. What I am saying is I've already blocked him on THREE PAGES. Take a hint. The worst part was the running up and down my timeline like he was at some sort of a track meet, liking shit. Like sir, don't you have some kids to ignore? Or better yet, some drugs to shoot up?
Cut to this morning…
^I woke up to Player 546 apologizing all up in my DMs for his Thanksgiving transgressions. On my actual page he posted that losing me was the worst thing that ever happened to him. I deleted that shit cuz um, sir... No. My page is not the place for that kinda behavior. He too has some kids to ignore (OURS) and drugs he could be shooting up. Instead there he was at 3ams boo hoo hoo-ing, begging me to stay in his life like he didn't break the sacred, unbreakable rule. I legitimately don't understand what he expects here. This isn't past me that he pissed off. That version of me would have already forgiven and moved forward by now. This me only wants change. Apologies mean nothing if there's no willingness to change in tow. He has shown time and time again that he doesn't mind being a disrespectful, sniveling, weak, crybaby of a man so what is there to forgive? He can't say he'll never do it again cuz he's probably passed out from doing it like, right now. There's literally nothing to forgive. All I can offer is acceptance that this is who he is now and stay in my own lane.
*shrugs*
This is sad if you really put thought into it
Later
PS: Happy Birthday Teri 🎂 🥳 🎉
PS2: I just realized today is Tony's birthday as well. I told him I would call him before I go to bed since he called me on mine 😌😌😌
- Player 456
Listen…
Yesterday I had the dark lord traipsing up and down my photo gallery
^Cuz no sir… Like, why? I sincerely have no idea why he thought making a new page would work. And no, this is not to say that my ego has officially reached a level where I honestly believe that man made a shiny, brand spanking new page just so he could friend me. What I am saying is I've already blocked him on THREE PAGES. Take a hint. The worst part was the running up and down my timeline like he was at some sort of a track meet, liking shit. Like sir, don't you have some kids to ignore? Or better yet, some drugs to shoot up?
Cut to this morning…
^I woke up to Player 546 apologizing all up in my DMs for his Thanksgiving transgressions. On my actual page he posted that losing me was the worst thing that ever happened to him. I deleted that shit cuz um, sir... No. My page is not the place for that kinda behavior. He too has some kids to ignore (OURS) and drugs he could be shooting up. Instead there he was at 3ams boo hoo hoo-ing, begging me to stay in his life like he didn't break the sacred, unbreakable rule. I legitimately don't understand what he expects here. This isn't past me that he pissed off. That version of me would have already forgiven and moved forward by now. This me only wants change. Apologies mean nothing if there's no willingness to change in tow. He has shown time and time again that he doesn't mind being a disrespectful, sniveling, weak, crybaby of a man so what is there to forgive? He can't say he'll never do it again cuz he's probably passed out from doing it like, right now. There's literally nothing to forgive. All I can offer is acceptance that this is who he is now and stay in my own lane.
*shrugs*
This is sad if you really put thought into it
Later
PS: Happy Birthday Teri 🎂 🥳 🎉
PS2: I just realized today is Tony's birthday as well. I told him I would call him before I go to bed since he called me on mine 😌😌😌