"It means alot that you try. Most people don't try to understand me and I don't really bother to fill in the blanks..."
- Me (Talking to Damian. It's true, ya know? *shrugs*)
Listen…
I am so freaking aggravated today. Nobody did anything. Nobody said anything. Today just ain't it.
Imma guess it's because last night I had a dream that everybody I know was dropping dead due to Miss Virus… I was the last one left. Oh, and EVERYBODY was wearing masks. It was not something a person would sign up to dream about. The unsettling part is as we all know, I feel as if dreams are a way for the universe to upload information to our subconscious mind. All my dreams don't come true but ALOT of them do. More than I care to admit cuz I tend to keep records of the ones I can remember. Ugh, Jesus… Gross.
Since we're on Miss Virus… Launch is officially in May. What does launch hafta do with a pandemic? Welp, I didn't mention it but I took a HUGE hit due to this entire ordeal. Most of my materials come from overseas so yeah… I got hit and HARD. I was upset about the matter but the more I thought on it, I realized if I pack it in because of a setback, I didn't believe in it and unfortunately, that's the truth. Zarathrustra Ink isn't just Z-Clips. Z-Clips is a part of the experience. It's never been the driving force. Speaking of experience, check this out…
^I came up with this yesterday while I was in the shower. I think it's time to move forward… Be all in and whether the dust settles on a full fledged company or a dumpster fire, I wanna know we went all in… No take backs. I've already started the Soul Of Moons rewrites and I'm in the middle of completing clips for the store. The bookstore should be operational by the time I launch the site. *sighs* I've also gotta order feathers for Max's wedding dress idea and teddy bears for the birthday dress. I'm still waiting on the antlers so that I can complete his garden dress set up. I'm super excited about that photoshoot because I've gotta build a platform in my room to pull this off. I bought a backdrop and vine ropes to create a 3D effect.
Whoo!!! That's alot.
We'll see…
Later