YTS...
^Don't ask me why I'm only just now posting this. It's been a thing since like, last year but it feels like now is when I need it the most. "Do or do not. There is no try" (James Squared coined the acronym YTS)
*waves* Hello world. I would like to start this entry with the fact that I've been wearing these legs weights to work for 3days now and it is a lot harder than it sounded when James Squared suggested it but eh... I digress. YTS.
This morning, my personalities had a group meet and it has come to my attention that I'm repeating the same steps when in reality, I know better. Why does it always end up being me hanging on to the wreckage of a sinking boat? Yeah, that's the real question. Shit blew my mind. I literally woke up to that this morning. I said I was gonna let Max take the lead on this one but SA is fighting to stay on retainer. I suppose with the recent upsurge in written works, Imma hafta stand down and allow them both to do what they do best. It says quite a bit about me that my dominate personalities lately are the gay ones. Especially Max because he just wants to be on camera so bad. Imma allow him some type of something soon. I haven't decided what just yet. I've been trying to get him back in photography mode but he really has a burlesque itch that is DYING to be scratched. I'm thinking Imma allow him to practice some more before I settle down into this being who we are now.
Im surrounded by distractions. Which is a good thing because if I spend more than 30secs on what's really going on behind the scenes, I just... I dunno. It gets a tad hard to breathe so for my own health (Both mental and physical) I'd rather focus on SA and Max's new found obsessions. Plus that, the burlesque thing is actually pretty fun if I'm being honest here. I'm already down to the last latch on my waist trainer and I know it's because I've incorporated the pole (Yup, pole's back) into Max's routines. I work out waaaaaaaaaaaaaay (Needs more a's) more since Max FINALLY stirred his ass awake. He's the fit one. Everyone else has their own agenda... That's not to say Max doesn't cuz cows knows he does. Whoo! Yes he does.
Doesn't matter tho' cuz his agenda is exactly what I need right now. *nod nod*
Later
PS: I'm a little mad America's Best Dance Crew never made it to DVD. I wanna watch it so bad but all I can find is blurry ass clips here and there. That's not what I want. I wanna watch the damn show...Whatever the cost. I'll pay that shit. Ugh. MTV sucks donkey dick
PS2: I found it! One of my downloader sites has it! *screams* I'm so freaking happy!