Imma Miss These Kids When They Leave...
"Vamp... *pauses* I meant Momma... Look."
- Nelly
"Nelly, you can call me Vamp if you want."
- Me
"No, I don't want to."
- Nelly (She proceeded to dance around the yard with me and Laurynn... It was a special moment *laughs*)
There are still 6 kids here... They are loud and acting a fool but... It's a peaceful kind of annoying if that makes any sense. *smiles*
At Nelly's request, I changed my phone's background. At 1st, it only had Zyi', Laurynn, Kylee and Mo's names. She asked me if I would add hers and Jacob's which is where *points* that new bat signal came from. At least they didn't wake up early. Shoot, Laurynn woke up at 3ams and stayed up 'til a little after 5. We hung out, watched Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs 2 then we fell back asleep. It was funny because when she woke up at 3, I was already awake and she started poking me going "Mommy... Mommy... Mommy..." I was like: "What?" She started smiling then sat up and asked for her cup... It just kinda turned into a thing from there.
I'm guessing there's an ubber good reason my plans for this week got shuffled around to next. Had it not happened, I would not have gotten all 6 and I would not have these moments to talk about.
I wanna say this is how it's supposed to be but all things considered, Laurynn wouldn't exist. It's weird. I always think about her existing. I tend to forget I would have a son. Not a daughter. *sighs* I dunno what to think when my mind wanders at times...
Later
PS: Nelly was sitting here looking up at my wall and asked why I have a branch attached to my wall. I told her because I wanted it there. She asked why the lamp. I told her I bought it... It kinda just goes there. She goes: "With the Vampirella, that's cool. It kinda looks like your own corner of the street."