shipping..learning and enjoying..hahahahaha
it's high time to sit down and make myself present again in LJ even if its once in a blue moon...after a long holiday...being in my home country for 3 days..experiencing traffic jam and having that sticky feeling when you go out and walk to your place of destination...i need to let out some thoughts mwahahahahaa....
for the last 6 months i have been a constant companion to a friend..she was broken hearted not only in love but with friends too...it was both an enjoyable and enlightening experience for me...it is in my firm believe that i was used to be an instrument by God for her to find herself first before finding "the one"...but more than me being an instrument to her..it was a humbling experience for me to actually be able to help someone by just being there..and i think finally after a very long time..my wound has been healed..more than love that was unrequited..i always mourned for a lost friendship for the last 9 years of my existence...omg..that long...already...i have always been careful with my friendships both same and opposite sexes...these last few years...even my social skills has gotten rusty lol sometimes...but I am thankful that God has always been good to me..
my friend went back for good to the Philippines again last Oct 3..it was a very hectic schedule...before she was finalising all the things..i already told myself..are you ready? will you not miss her? its gonna be a lot of adjustments..i know..but i am not sure if its because it was easy to let her go for her own happiness that i feel closer to her...yes i will miss our chats and lakwatsa...and the companionship..but I am thankful for all the times we have spent together and the memories we have built...she was able to show me how appreciative she was of me and rebuild my confidence as a friend..sadly i needed some affirmation on this stuff..maybe because i lost one good friendship...:)..he was someone i can imagine growing old with..but a simple line made me lost it..but who knows...LOL..with all these happenings to me for the last half of the year..i truly believe there will be people in your life that are meant to be there..<3 <3 <3
on lighter notes..lets talk about my current shipping LOL..and surprise its my from home country...currently enjoying, learning and shipping Alden Richards and Maine Mendoza a.k.a Yaya Dub...the #ALDUB phenomenon from the Eat Bulaga's Kalye Serye..which has taken not only the hearts of every Filipino locally but also abroad..especially the OFW..the whole Kalye serye is totally a stress reliever for me..the JoWaPao trio never fails to make LOL..and then you have the kilig factor of the ALDUB..so..it is something good..hahahaa...and worth watching...if you want me to get hooked on something..it should have to important ingredients..humor and romance...then you got me...:D
maybe one of these days i will try to write my thoughts on shipping Aldub..
for the last 6 months i have been a constant companion to a friend..she was broken hearted not only in love but with friends too...it was both an enjoyable and enlightening experience for me...it is in my firm believe that i was used to be an instrument by God for her to find herself first before finding "the one"...but more than me being an instrument to her..it was a humbling experience for me to actually be able to help someone by just being there..and i think finally after a very long time..my wound has been healed..more than love that was unrequited..i always mourned for a lost friendship for the last 9 years of my existence...omg..that long...already...i have always been careful with my friendships both same and opposite sexes...these last few years...even my social skills has gotten rusty lol sometimes...but I am thankful that God has always been good to me..
my friend went back for good to the Philippines again last Oct 3..it was a very hectic schedule...before she was finalising all the things..i already told myself..are you ready? will you not miss her? its gonna be a lot of adjustments..i know..but i am not sure if its because it was easy to let her go for her own happiness that i feel closer to her...yes i will miss our chats and lakwatsa...and the companionship..but I am thankful for all the times we have spent together and the memories we have built...she was able to show me how appreciative she was of me and rebuild my confidence as a friend..sadly i needed some affirmation on this stuff..maybe because i lost one good friendship...:)..he was someone i can imagine growing old with..but a simple line made me lost it..but who knows...LOL..with all these happenings to me for the last half of the year..i truly believe there will be people in your life that are meant to be there..<3 <3 <3
on lighter notes..lets talk about my current shipping LOL..and surprise its my from home country...currently enjoying, learning and shipping Alden Richards and Maine Mendoza a.k.a Yaya Dub...the #ALDUB phenomenon from the Eat Bulaga's Kalye Serye..which has taken not only the hearts of every Filipino locally but also abroad..especially the OFW..the whole Kalye serye is totally a stress reliever for me..the JoWaPao trio never fails to make LOL..and then you have the kilig factor of the ALDUB..so..it is something good..hahahaa...and worth watching...if you want me to get hooked on something..it should have to important ingredients..humor and romance...then you got me...:D
maybe one of these days i will try to write my thoughts on shipping Aldub..