May 06, 2005 15:27
Went to the doctor on Wednesday and nothing had changed and no baby. Ive been waiting and trying to go into labor and it hasnt been working. They are going to induce me on Monday night if I dont have a baby before then. Im pretty excited.
I cant stop thinking about how much I hate the current situation with Ryan having to go to Ross so much. It makes me crazy and Im nervous about the future. I dont want Ryan to have to deal with Ross and I cant figure out a way to avoid it. It sucks.
Im really in a weird mood today, Im anxious and Im bored. Im gonna go watch friends.