흡혈귀 VAMPIRE: Part 3/?

[shinetae]

흡혈귀 VAMPIRE


Couple: Jongkey (Slight hints of OnTae)
Genre: Horror, Mystery, Romance, !evilOnew (hahaha)
Rated: NC17
Discliamer: I do not own SHINee
Summary: Police officer Kim Jonghyun's life was turned upside down by the mysterious murders conducted in his area of Seoul, and by the fact that there were absolutely no leads pointing towards any killers. Or at least--any human killers. Jonghyun struggles with himself as he realizes that he might as well be insane for the he is the only one how could ever believe...In vampires. Meanwhile, if the doubts of his own sanity trouble his mind weren't enough to drive him offically insane, the fact that his college boyfriend Kim Kibum suddenly returns home to Korea from America, holding a secert of his own may be enough to do it.
Warning: FIRST SMUT. Yikes. It didn't go as well as I hoped it would! I hope it's not too awkward.....


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“Can a human and a vampire really be allowed to be in love?”

“There’s no law saying they can’t…it’s just-it’s almost like a law of physics. No matter how much the vampire loves its mortal, it’s like a human holding a piece of chicken in their hand and kissing it while they are starving-without eating or even tasting it. It just doesn’t last.” Onew explained, but smirked. “Even though our brother there has no intentions of feeding off of the police officer, it won’t be long until he can’t resist anymore. Especially if they have a close physical relationship. It doesn’t matter how much he loves the officer-he’ll wind up dead and emptied give or take a week, and then we’ll have no one to play with anymore.”

Jonghyun half smiled as he pulled Kibum by the hand up the stairs to his apartment. The expression Kibum was shooting him, the way he smiled at him as he drove him-it was enough to make Jonghyun completely insane. He had forgotten about everything. Everything expect for Kibum. Everything. The fact that he was a police officer, the fact that he would have to get up with the sun the next day to go to work, the fact that Minho was still working at the office, the seven mysterious murders, the disappearance of Lee Taemin, the vampires. Everything that had been keeping him from sleeping for so long. All he could think about was Kibum, as if Kibum wouldn’t allow for him to think about anything else.

As they reached the top of the stairs, Jonghyun glanced down nervously at the floor as he fitted his key into the door’s lock and turned it, opening the door and bringing Kibum inside. “Well…welcome to my humble domain…” He said, not letting go of Kibum’s hand, as he walked the younger boy into the room, reaching for the light switch as he walked into his kitchen, and showing the apartment to him. “It’s not the biggest apartment that I could have afforded, and it’s actually pretty small. Just the living room connected to the kitchen, one bedroom, one bathroom. But it felt more homey than anywhere else. There’s not much space…but if you want to stay here…Kibum you can live here if you want. My home’s yours as long as you want it to be.” He answered, slipping his jacket off of his shoulders and letting go of Kibum’s hand just for long enough to walk to the heater to try to turn it on, for Kibum’s hands were still cold as ice.

Kibum stopped where Jonghyun had left him before making a small circle looking around. He half smiled to himself as he looked around. The room definitely shouted Jonghyun. The walls were painted a calm dark grey but were covered with pictures and paintings. There was his acoustic guitar in one corner, and his keyboard in the other. Even though the older boy had made himself completely busy with becoming a police officer, there was still sheet after sheet of music and lyrics laying about on his piano and a shelf next to it. There was a large stereo and the whole coffee table was scattered with CDs, most of them Wheesung. Kibum couldn’t help but smile as he saw all of Jonghyun’s things. He thought that Jonghyun must have had to give up his musical passion after becoming a policeman, but by the looks of it, he still kept his secret passion. Suddenly, his eyes were brought to the biggest source of light in the large conjoined room. Looking out from the conjoined living room and kitchen was a huge glass window facing towards the east side of the city, all of the busy inhabitant’s lights shining brightly, giving the two a perfect bird’s eye view of the city in motion.

Kibum smiled to himself before walking towards the window and glancing out of it, leaning against the cold glass in order to look closer at the night’s view. Suddenly though, Jonghyun finally managed to find the light switched and flipped it on, making Kibum’s light sensitive eyes blink and causing for him to try to shade them. “A-ah! Leave them off!” He said quickly, glancing over his shoulder and flicking his hand at Jonghyun, who was left standing next to his switch glancing over his own shoulder as well, wondering why, but obeying.

“Sure….just lemme go turn on the heater, okay? It’s getting colder outsides these days, and your hands are still freezing cold. Do you want something warm to drink?” Jonghyun asked after a moment, trying not to run into something or trip on something else due to his night-blindness, as he waddled through the darkness to try to reach the heater switch, wondering how he was going to see the numbers on his knob.

Kibum grimaced at the words before sticking his tongue out a little. The was nothing more uncomfortable and gross than artificial heating. He hated it. There was only one kind of warmth in this world that he liked, and it was something that was so close and yet so far it seemed. That heat was Jonghyun. Jonghyun’s blood. And the living warmth of a living human being as their hearts pumped their blood through their veins. He licked his lips slightly at the thought before turning back from the window and staring straight at the night-blind older boy, his eyes better in the dark than a cat’s. “Leave the heater off, too. Heaters are a waste of money. I don’t even like the stuffy heat that they let off. The only heat I wanna feel is yours. You come over here instead.” He ordered, after a moment.

Jonghyun swallowed slightly at the command. Kibum suddenly became very direct when he came back from America. But…looking at the sinfully beautiful face; white-blue against the waxing moon’s light, and the deviously black eyes shining at him like that…how could he not scamper helplessly like a nervous puppy over to the taller boy? And so, that’s exactly what he did. He swallowed again and shuttered as Kibum beckoned him closer by bringing his extended index finger flat against his palm, curling his slender finger slowly until it hit the beginning of his wrist, and scampered blindly in the darkness over to him, looking like a puppy who knew he was doing wrong, but was being bribed with a juicy bone to do it anyway.

Kibum smiled lightly, the pleased expression taking over his sharp and tempting face, before slowly taking Jonghyun’s wrists in his hands and stepped in front of the older boy before crossing his arms to make a hoop in front of him and bringing the circle of the other man’s arms over his shoulders before he was finally dragging Jonghyun’s hands down the sides of his waist, to his hip bones and allowing for the other boy to hold them. He could feel the evident shutter from the older man against his back, but he didn’t want to stop. He felt so in place in Jonghyun’s muscular arms, and his body was sucking in Jonghyun’s warmth. He could smell him, feel him, have him, everything but taste him, and it was like magnets-Kibum’s body wouldn’t allow for him stop now. He leaned more against the older man before bringing his hand behind the back of his own head so he could caress Jonghyun’s cheek and pull him closer to him, bringing the shorter man’s face closer until his nose and lips were brushing under his ear.

Jonghyun shivered and shuttered at the close contact, feeling a strange feeling of adrenaline pumping through his veins as his nose and lips was brought close against Kibum’s ear. He couldn’t explain the kind of emotion that was running through him. He felt his body shaking as he kept all that he was from wanting to fall completely against the younger boy and give everything into him, but then there was this sudden pump of almost fear for his life shooting through his veins, almost like his body was doing everything it could to warn him of the gravest danger and begging for him to run. But, then the adrenaline and sexual feelings he also felt were all he needed to keep him stuck like glue against the younger boy’s body. All he could do was tremble and shutter at every touch, every time Kibum would move his hips just slightly.

Kibum only smiled and looked purely sinful as he leaned against Jonghyun more, feeling the other boy trembling. He knew exactly what he was doing to Jonghyun, but by then he couldn’t have stopped either, even if he wanted to. And he really didn’t want to. He could feel himself absorbing the other male’s heat, he could feel his breath coming out in short puffs of warmth against his neck, he could smell the deliciousness of the other man and it took his all to go as slowly as he was. He could feel himself uneasily running his tongue over his front teeth, hoping that he could keep his thirst at bay, even as he felt himself rocking his hips slightly, causing for the other man to go slightly insane. There was no way he could allow himself to drink from Jonghyun. Not with how much he loved him. Jonghyun meant so much more to him than an easy way to quench his thirst. However, he found himself starting to ball tuffs of Jonghyun’s hair in his first as he pulled the other man closer against his neck. He could never allow himself to hurt Jonghyun, so all he could do his pray that he could control himself during this time because-there was no stopping it now.

Kibum leaned his cheek against the side of Jonghyun’s face and rocked his hips just a bit more, knowing that where he had placed the older man’s hands on his hipbones, he could feel every swift and smooth movement the younger boy conducted. This only made Jonghyun’s puffy breaths against his neck become more constant, a soft hum coming from his lips. Kibum couldn’t help himself from allowing his sinful smile to play over his beautiful face again. The way Jonghyun was shaking and trembling against him, he could tell Jonghyun’s body’s natural reflexes were kicking in, making him feel the fight or flight instinct, but then again, he could also feel Jonghyun tenting slightly, showing that he wasn’t all fear. However, the way he was trembling was like a scared puppy, and Kibum only found himself liking it more. He smiled more contently before sliding his hand down from Jonghyun’s head, dragging and pulling his fingers through the other man’s hair, until the soft but icy pads on his fingertips ghosted and drug over his cheek. “Shh…don’t be so scared, baby. Relax. Just relax.” He whispered as softly as his turned sharp voice would allow as he made for Jonghyun to end up nuzzling his lips and nose behind his ear even more. He knew his spell, or charm, or whatever you would like to call what vampires use to subdue their victims, had started to take effect on Jonghyun, and the older man was to give into it sooner or later.

Jonghyun huffed against Kibum’s neck as he felt himself being drawn closer against the younger boy’s body. It was as if invisible ropes were suddenly lassoed around him and were now pulling him against Kibum until their bodies nearly mended and became one together. Kibum’s skin was so cold against him it was like being pressed against ice, and yet each time his fingertips drug across his skin it was like they left a trail of burning ice down his cheekbone. In his body and every muscle he felt like he was the scaredest he had ever been, and yet, as Kibum whispered his venomous words he was drug in closer and closer, he ended up losing everything to his fear and desire, falling completely against Kibum in some sort of lure. He had never felt this way ever before, and it was like his brain was fogging over and his eyes felt so heavy that they finally fell shut, continuing to huff against Kibum’s neck as Kibum cupped the back of his left hand and moved it up and down, over his waist and sides. He felt like he had no strength left, and yet it felt so good. Kibum felt so good. He felt so good under his fingers. He felt even more sinful than he looked, and Jonghyun knew that despite the lack of strength he had left in him he wanted this.

Kibum closed his eyes as well and let out a quiet noise like a slight moan as he felt Jonghyun fall heavily onto his back more, and felt as the older boy did all that he could to trace his lips under his ear slowly. Kibum smiled to himself. So the lure worked to calm down his nerves, but he hoped that it wouldn’t completely tranquilize Jonghyun to the point it was necessary in order to feed off of a human. All he wanted was to sooth Jonghyun’s body’s natural want for flight. He let out a quiet grunt to sign to Jonghyun that he liked what was happening before slowly turning his head until Jonghyun unintentionally nuzzled his nose against his lips. Kibum shuttered as he caught a slight taste of the older man on his tongue, and let out a shifted breath as he realized that he wanted more. No, he needed more. He swallowed the best he could and tried not to be too zealous in fears it would scare Jonghyun before bringing both hands against Jonghyun’s cheeks and staring deeply and almost deviously into his eyes. “Jonghyun….kiss me…” He found himself whispering.

Jonghyun had no other choice but to oblige-not that he would have rather done anything but kiss Kibum at that moment; for it almost felt like his lips moved his whole face forwards by themselves, until their lips brushed, softly at first, just ghosting over the other boy’s breath and lips, before he felt Kibum’s soft and damp tongue lapping over his lips until they were finally intertwined into a deep kiss. Kibum immediately moaned into the kiss and began to make Jonghyun’s mouth his own. Jonghyun didn’t have the strength to try to fight for dominance over the younger boy’s mouth, and simply surrendered completely into Kibum’s mouth as he was conquered, still heavily affected by the spell he was unaware Kibum had him under.

Kibum moaned lightly into Jonghyun’s mouth before quickly turning so his chest was against Jonghyun’s, but didn’t take his lips off of the older man’s once. He quickly wrapped his arms around Jonghyun’s waist as to support him as the lure still hung about his shoulders, making him weak and almost sleepy in the vampire’s possession, as Kibum was making himself content with absorbing all of Jonghyun’s taste and warmth he could without biting into him, running his tongue over every square inch of Jonghyun’s mouth, tasting him. He knew that somewhere not too far he felt himself becoming thirsty, but he wouldn’t allow himself. No matter how much he wanted Jonghyun, he would never allow for himself to hurt him. He loved Jonghyun. He loved him. With more of himself than he ever thought it was possible to love someone with. As much as he wanted Jonghyun, he wouldn’t allow for that to happen.

Jonghyun breathed heavily against Kibum’s mouth and cheeks as he felt the lure he was under bringing him closer and closer to the cold other boy, his hands dragging desperately down the younger’s back, fingers trembling as they pushed up under Kibum’s shirt, fingerpads rubbing against the icy skin hidden by the thin cloth. Jonghyun had never felt like this before. He wanted Kibum more than he had ever wanted anything before in his entire life, and yet his body shivered with each touch like it was from the hand of his very death. Kibum was sin in his hands, and he had already given into it. But this time was so different from the other times where he and Kibum had had sex before. Back when they were in college together, they had actually had it a lot. But Jonghyun had never felt this way before. Kibum had never looked this damn sexy before. He felt as if he was cast under a spell that would cause him to combust in icy flames if he didn’t make Kibum his at that moment-so that was exactly what he did.

Kibum hummed as he felt Jonghyun’s warm fingers wandering under his shirt and up his lower back, tracing along his spine until both of the older man’s muscular arms were wrapped around his thin waist strongly. He pushed his fingers against Jonghyun’s head contently, combing through the elder’s messy hair with his thin fingers, and wrapped his free arm around the older man’s neck, bringing him so close against him with such a tight grasp that the elder would have no way of escaping even if he wanted to. He found his fingers kneading roughly at Jonghyun’s oversized police jacket on the back of his neck, and his tongue nearly controlled itself as it slipped deeper into Jonghyun’s mouth, rubbing intensely against every single nook and cranny, taking in the other man’s taste as much as he could without biting into him. Without being able to physically stop it, his teeth began to extend, growing sharper as they brushed against Jonghyun’s lips and tongue, dragging as heavily and sharply over them that they could without breaking his skin, causing for Jonghyun to moan with each pleasurably painful scrape. Kibum smiled contently with the desperately needy moans escaping from Jonghyun’s mouth when the sturdy and well-built man slipped into his complete control just about a moment after Kibum pressed his hips and waist against his body, bringing them as close as the laws of physics would allow. He sucked and scraped Jonghyun’s tongue obsessively until he suddenly felt his front fang dig in too deep and the obscenely delicious taste of Jonghyun’s blood filled his mouth. His heart violently shoved against his chest and he felt himself yank Jonghyun as close as he possible could, trying to get more and more of the incredibly irresistible taste of the only thing he hungered for. He began sucking obsessively, tasting more and more of the blood, milking the puncture nearly dry.

Jonghyun’s eyes snapped open quickly as he felt Kibum suddenly bite into his tongue forcefully and then began to suck it so hard that it was as if he was trying to drink his blood from it. His heart shook and struggled in his chest and his breath was sucked out of him, his whole body wriggling and reacting as if he impulsively began to struggle for his life. He let out a quiet shout that was muffled into the suddenly strong younger boy’s mouth as he quickly stumbled backwards, Kibum still attached to him, until he wound up pressed forcefully against the wall. It took all that he had to try to calm his body for long enough to remember that he wasn’t being eaten alive by some wild animal, and that the person kissing him so strongly was the one who he loved most in this world-but he couldn’t stop the fact that his body shivered and trembled with every touch as if death was probing at his skin. He couldn’t help it and heaved out a heavy breath as he yanked his mouth away from Kibum’s serpentine and possessive tongue, after tasting his own blood in his mouth, in hopes of catching his breath before the deviously sinful little demon that was Kibum drove him completely insane.

Kibum growled in protest at first. The taste of the older male’s blood on his tongue and in his mouth only turned him on all the more and he wanted Jonghyun more and more. No, he needed Jonghyun more and more. His thirst, he rendered as unbearable, before he suddenly opened his eyes and glanced into the shaking chocolaty orbs of Jonghyun’s startled eyes, and he was suddenly pushed out of the trance that his thirst had pushed him under. Jonghyun was panting, staring at Kibum with huge puppy eyes that looks so terrorized and unsure that it made Kibum glance down from his face and feel ashamed for scaring him and treating him the way he did, as he realized how forcefully he had that shorter man pressed against the wall, and how wantonly he had been kneading at his clothes. He glanced down slowly, hiding his face from Jonghyun until the older man’s heavy breaths blew his bangs around on his forehead.

Jonghyun continued to pant, as he calmed himself. As he stared into Kibum’s apologetic eyes, he was finally able to come to realize who he was with, and what was going on. When Kibum had been sucking his tongue he had been so afraid, as if Kibum was some sort of monster, but now; when he looked into his eyes, he saw the sinfully beautiful boy he loved; not a monster. Although his blood was still rushing through his veins like rapids and his head was spinning, his heart beating so hard that he could feel his veins pulsing, he found that he was more excited than he had ever been his entire life. Adrenaline was pulsing through him so strong that he felt like he had somehow just cheated death, and there in front of him was the sinful-just-to-look-at-for-too-long Kibum-before he knew it, his lips were caught with Kibum’s again, both again fighting each other for dominance as Kibum’s hands found their way to his hair again, and his hands hungrily wandered under Kibum’s shirt again.

Kibum moaned as Jonghyun finally won the battle their tongues had been tied in for the last while, and allowed for himself to become more turned on, rubbing himself against Jonghyun’s thigh, and pressing him back against the wall and sliding Jonghyun’s leg between his as they kissed again. He shouldn’t be doing this. He knew he shouldn’t. But he couldn’t help it. He could resist it. Having Jonghyun was like playing with fire-he knew it was bad, he knew how dangerous it was, he knew it could start a disaster and every sense of logic or just everything Kibum had ever known told him over and over to stop before anyone got hurt-but that was what was fun about it. That’s what made it exciting, and he could feel through Jonghyun’s reactions that he was feeling the same way. He liked the fear. He liked the way his body shivered and trembled under Kibum’s icy fingers, and Kibum loved the way Jonghyun would drop his head back and shutter at his toying. They both seemed to smirk from under each other’s lips, and before they knew it, they were a messy blob getting into Jonghyun’s bedroom as quickly as they could without separating even an inch from each other.

Kibum let out a noise that was some sort of a mix between a mew and a growl as his bare back was pressed against the wall of Jonghyun’s bedroom, his shirt pulled up to his shoulder blades in the back as Jonghyun ran his hands over his back. He purred at each touch and began to pull with annoyance at Jonghyun’s large police jacket, before dropping it on the ground the moment after he started to knead at it again, and then started quickly undoing each button on the front of his navy blue undershirt. Jonghyun shivered as the late fall air spilled onto his chest and those icy fingers of the one against the wall began prowling across his chest. He barely had time to drop a light kiss under the younger boy’s jaw before he suddenly felt Kibum’s icy fingers knead his skin with their tips just before a cold palm was slammed against his chest, and he was sent flying across the room before falling onto the bed. He hadn’t even had the chance to wonder how the frail Kibum had just managed to throw him halfway across the bedroom to the bed before Kibum was on him, sitting on his lap, palms on the bed on either side of Jonghyun’s head the only thing keeping him from completely covering him as his tongue pushed against Jonghyun’s mouth again. Jonghyun’s hands immediately grasped the hem of Kibum’s shirt and it was over his head before there was time to think, turning Kibum more on, and causing for Jonghyun to lose that battle of dominance.

Jonghyun panted after a while of kissing and glanced down to try to breathe again, only causing for Kibum’s hungry lips to fall onto his weak spot, between the area under his ear and the beginning of his defined jaw. He suppressed the moan, but Kibum seemed to notice that it was a pleasure point for Jonghyun and took his time to suck onto it and press his tongue forcefully on it before gently teething across his shoulder. However, when Jonghyun finally voiced his moan and turned his neck to expose it to Kibum’s will, Kibum suddenly caught the feeling of a vein under his tongue and his eyes snapped open in hopes to try to stop himself from letting his thirst take over. However, when Kibum opened his eyes and saw the pure look of pleasure on the other’s face, he knew that he couldn’t hold it back anymore. His teeth extended themselves and scraped sharply over Jonghyun’s neck, tongue sliding along after getting a taste of the newly scraped skin. He ran his tongue directly from under his ear, following his jaw bone until his chin started, then started running it up from above his collar bones until he reached the crook of his neck and began kneading a pinch of Jonghyun’s skin between his top and bottom teeth.

Jonghyun let his eyes close quickly and felt his stomach tighten as Kibum suddenly bit harshly on his skin, giving him a rough hickey. His breath hitched and he shuttered under Kibum’s freezing hands as they wandered up his happytrail, stomach, abs and neck until he simply held his jaw in place so he could bite and suck his neck harder. His breath hitched and he quickly balled fist-fulls of his blanket and sheets as Kibum bit, licked, smelt and tasted-pretty much ate his neck, and he allowed himself to moan out in an airy pant “K-Kiibumm…”. It hurt so bad, and yet felt so good. He was so scared, and yet he was becoming more and more turned on by the second.

Kibum glanced up slowly from where he was, upon hearing the shuttering moan, and feeling Jonghyun’s skin now swollen and almost raw in his wake. He didn’t want to make Jonghyun bleed again. He didn’t want to hurt Jonghyun at all, actually. He damned himself for the thirst that rose in his throat whenever he came too close to Jonghyun’s delicious veins that made him that way and caused for him to always make Jonghyun hurt. He sighed and left a soft butterfly kiss on Jonghyun’s swollen neck before looking down. “I’m sorry…” He whispered, quietly.

Jonghyun, however, didn’t seem so sorry about what Kibum had done and smiled at Kibum before running his fingers under Kibum’s jaw, down his shoulders and sides over his hips and ass before gently pulling his tightly jeaned-thigh higher on the bed, bringing him closer and lower to him so that their lips could meet again for a kiss, causing for Kibum to smirk. Apparently Jonghyun liked the fear more than he expected. He kept his smile as Jonghyun ran his hand up his thigh until he began toying at the button to his jeans, every now and again glancing up at him with puppy eyes as if asking him to. This caused for Kibum to smirk again before leaving a few more soft kisses on Jonghyun’s lips, palms running down his chest until they bumped against the button of Jonghyun’s baggy jeans, only to notice now how incredibly hard the poor other had become over time.

“Uh-oh…it looks like there’s a problem down here, Officer…” He muttered contently, sighing off his thirst for the other’s blood, and much preferred smiling and teasing the one he loved like he used to-without having to try as hard as he could not to suck him of his life.

Jonghyun was about to glare at the younger boy for stopping his intensity and starting his sudden teasing just as things started to get good, when Kibum suddenly ran his hand over the tent in his jeans, just hard enough to make him shutter under his touch and drop his head back. This made Kibum smile again before playing with the button of his jeans and teasing his tongue over Jonghyun’s collarbones, his free hand running its chilly fingers across his exposed hipbones for a while before hearing Jonghyun whimper from under him, and figuring he better relieve the poor older man instead of teasing him anymore. He slowly raised from where he had been lying on Jonghyun and supported himself on his knees as he reclaimed Jonghyun’s lips, hand slipped from the button on the jeans, unhooking it in the process, before running a thin finger down the zipper-track, not forgetting to bring the zipper with him. Jonghyun let out a quiet moan of relief as the suddenly-way-too-tight jeans were loosened, before leaning forwards, making for their kiss to become more zealous and passionate. Kibum only smirked again as Jonghyun bucked his hips a little, pushing himself against his hand.

“Aigoo…relax, Jonggie-baby. Take it slow; I won’t disappoint you I promise.” Kibum whispered, smiling as he gently pushed his hand under Jonghyun’s jean’s waistband and listened to Jonghyun’s moan as he gently massaged the incredibly hard erection in his hand.

Jonghyun shivered and arched slightly at this, but he managed to bring his lips to Kibum’s. He felt completely defenseless under Kibum’s hands, and shivered and shuttered and let out throaty moans as Kibum would massage him harder or firmer, but he wanted his lips on his. Even though Kibum’s teeth seemed uncommonly sharp against his tongue, it was as if some sort of lure was forcing him to want Kibum to bite and suck him again and he kept running his tongue over the strangely sharp teeth before finally getting what he was asking for and realizing a wantonly loud moan under Kibum’s mouth as he finally did as he had been egging on and bit his lip sharply but lightly as he discarded his jeans for good. Kibum ran his sharp teeth over his chin, followed by a soft tongue, as Jonghyun felt him shift to get out of his own tight skinnies, and the next thing Jonghyun knew Kibum had him by the wrists and was pressing them both down forcefully on the bed on either side of his head after Kibum finished throwing both of their boxers to the ground. That was it-that was enough for Jonghyun. Everything just seemed to go black and he gave up all strength when Kibum touched their bodies back together and began biting his neck again, before he felt a sudden shoot and realized that Kibum had just gotten the idea that he was topping and pushed into him.

Jonghyun wanted to shout or protest about this-but he couldn’t. All he could do was press his head back into the pillow as hard as he could and moan. It hurt too much to do anything about it, and yet it felt so good that he knew it would be a flat-out honest lie if he said he wanted it to stop. Kibum glanced up before shooting a sympathetic glance at Jonghyun. He really hated hurting Jonghyun, even if it was through something like…this. There had to be some way he could help it stop hurting the older man so much-suddenly, he remembered. He smiled softly before ghosting his lips over Jonghyun’s defined cheekbones and whispered words against his lips before allowing for his charm to fall over Jonghyun again. “Shh…relax, Jonghyunnie. Relax.” He whispered. And it worked, for the moment he kissed the trembling lips under his again, his charm fell over Jonghyun and caused for his tenseness to fall and to relax completely. And it was at that moment when all of the pain Jonghyun had left earlier disappeared, and was left with only pleasure and desire. “K-Ki…u-ugh…K-Kib-bum….” He stuttered out helplessly, begging silently. Kibum softened and dropped one last kiss on his lips before obliging to the unsaid order.

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The nearly full moon shone its silvery-blue light onto Jonghyun’s beautiful face as he huffed out his breath, exhausted. Kibum let out a breath too before leaving a soft kiss on Jonghyun’s cheek as he moved from on top of the older one, to his side, then placed his ear against Jonghyun’s chest and listened closely to his heart beat. He rested his upper body against Jonghyun’s chest and rose and fell along with him as he breathed heavily. He could hear the noise of the oxygen cycling through his lungs as he inhaled then exhaled, and the soft and constant thudding of Jonghyun’s heart sounded like music to Kibum’s ears. It seemed like so long since he had heard the soft noise of a beating heart in a chest, since his no longer functioned. It felt like forever ago since he had heard the noise of breath circulating oxygen through the lungs and to the blood, since his blood was no longer human, and he no longer had to breathe like that.

Kibum closed his eyes lighter as he felt Jonghyun softly tug the comforter over them until it blanketed his shoulders, and the warmth of Jonghyun’s hand was against Kibum frozen skin. He shuttered at the warm touch and pressed against it while bringing himself closer against Jonghyun’s bare chest. It had been forever since he felt the warmth of a human’s touch on his own icy skin. Since he became a vampire he was cold, always shivering. He was in a constant state of feeling deprived of all warmth and thus was always freezing-but now he felt Jonghyun’s soft warmth of his hand being spread over his shoulder. There was only one type of warmth that vampires ever wanted and that was the warmth of a human being. They were always cold, and always shivering, and the only thing that could warm them was the warmth of a living human. Lying next to Jonghyun and feeling his gentle warmth on his body, Kibum closed his eyes and let out a sleepy sounding breath, even though he no longer needed to sleep. Being where he was now was so comfortable, and he knew it wasn’t just because he was next to a human-it was because he was next to the human he loved. The human he had missed and cried over for the last two years, when he first became a vampire and thought that he would never see him again.

“Kibum…” Jonghyun’s tired and hoarse whisper sounded, after a moment. Kibum shifted closer to Jonghyun but reopened his eyes and glanced up at him again to see his eyes. Jonghyun smiled just so contently, the light and beautiful curve of his lips and the way his soft chocolate eyes smiled with his mouth, even though he was tired, made Kibum feel suddenly smitten. “…I-I…missed you so much. I…dreamed about you every night, and yet-it could never be this beautiful-you have never looked this beautiful. I love you, Kibum….I love you so much. I’m so happy you’re back here with me…I really have no way of expressing how much it means.” He whispered.

Kibum smiled lightly at this before climbing up next to Jonghyun and wrapping his arms around his neck lightly, snuggling next to him, and earning a kiss on the forehead. “You’re the one who looks beautiful, Jonggie…a-and I love you too. I missed you so bitterly when I was gone, but-I’ll never leave you again. I promise.” He whispered, after a moment. And he meant it. He would never allow himself to leave Jonghyun again, even if he was a vampire. He would never hurt Jonghyun or try to drink from him-he loved him too much to allow it. He was just to stay by his side until the end. Whenever that may be. He doubted he could outlive Jonghyun, because since he no longer had a heart, Jonghyun became it. Jonghyun was his heart, and he knew that he couldn’t live on without it.

“I love you, baby…” Jonghyun whispered after a moment.

“I love you too, Jjong.” Kibum answered, and they both found each other’s lips one more time, leaving a crisp noise at their wake in the room’s quiet and chilly air.

Jonghyun smiled at their kiss before running a thumb over Kibum’s cold cheek and dropping his head back on the pillow, still human and already exhausted from their previous activities, and too tired to keep his eyes open, even though Kibum was so beautiful to him right then that he wanted to stare at him forever. “Goodnight, baby…I love you….you’re so beautiful….” He whispered softly, bringing his arms around Kibum and holding him close before quickly falling asleep, still muttering about how beautiful Kibum was to him.

Kibum let out a cold breath against Jonghyun’s collarbones as he snuggled into the older man’s protective embrace and glanced down as he rested his cheek against Jonghyun’s bicep. “You’re so beautiful…” Jonghyun whispered again, more than half asleep by now. The words that the love of his life whispered meant so much to Kibum and yet-it sent cold tears welling up in his eyes as they brought back terrorizing memories and blurry images to Kibum’s mind. Kibum shivered, unbelievably cold, as he snuck into Jonghyun’s arms tighter and wrapped the muscular protection around his shoulders and back even more protectively as if they were a blanket as flashes of colors and strobe-lights flashed under heavy eyelids and the sound of some electronic American song played again in his ears as the right side of his neck suddenly began to sting.

“You’re beautiful. You’re gorgeous. What does a guy like me have to do to get you home? Won’t you just come out back with me? Key. Key…you’re so pretty.” The painful English words that Kibum heard playing in his head again and again, like a sharp whisper in his ear that he could not escape. He shivered in Jonghyun’s arms and clenched his teeth as he remembered just blurry images of the club and the man who led him out back, short blonde hair, scary teeth. Kibum’s head spun as he remembered the alcohol that had been in his system, and how he followed the stranger outside anyway. “You’re so beautiful…Key…beautiful…” Kibum was clinging onto the oblivious and snoring Jonghyun as tightly he could as the flashing memories of the man coming closer flashed like a horror movie in his mind, closer and closer until-he grunted as his neck stung and burned with pain at the memory of teeth digging into him. “Don’t be scared. I want to preserve your beauty forever. You’re gorgeous…” Kibum clenched his teeth tighter and tighter as the memory came clearer and clearer until suddenly he heard a loud scream and the scent of quickly spilling blood filled his nose.

Kibum shot out of bed and looked around him quickly. Jonghyun, being the happy idiot he was, was fast asleep and only rolled over and drooled as Kibum pushed himself out of his arms. Kibum panted and wiped freezing sweat off the back of his neck as he rubbed the now erased scars of where he had been bitten. However, that didn’t stop himself from smelling. The smell of blood was so strong, fresh and near that it made Kibum growl with hunger. Not to mention, he smelt him again. That familiar smell he had smelt back at the airport before Jonghyun came, and he knew that he could smell him too. He knew that the other vampire knew that he knew that he was there. Was he following him? Worse yet-was he following Jonghyun? Did the sick bastard really want to hurt his Jonghyun? He wouldn’t allow it. He growled lowly before glancing back at the dumb and happy sleepy Jonghyun, still drooling, exhausted and satisfied from previous activities. Kibum half smiled at his beloved idiot before running a thumb under Jonghyun’s cheek, then rising from the bed. He was going to find that other vampire before he found Jonghyun. He was looking for them, there was no other reason why he would be so close otherwise. He slipped on his jeans and Jonghyun’s police jacket before glancing over his shoulder one more time at Jonghyun.

“I’ll be back soon.” He promised.

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Note! Well, there it was! My sad first attempt of smut. What did you think? Awkward? I hope it wasn't too bad. I hoped to explain the emotional feelings rather than the physical, but...anyaway! Tell me what you think? THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING!
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