get off me cat!
this entry will be posted with josh's creepy cat, asia, on my lap. she is such an attention whore and you would think that ok, once you let her sit on your lap, she'll just chill and leave you alone, like sam his brothers cat, but noooo she keeps nudging me to pet her and what not. ughh felines! you make me sneeze anyway!
its saturday and i have much studying to do for my final on tuesday but i have noooo desire to even start. i'd rather clean josh's house haha, but we're going to that later when he gets of work. i should really study while no one is here and i have few distractions..except for snl sketches on nbc.com..
tomorrow is mothers day. yay! hopefully if the weather permits, josh's mom will come up to philly and we'll go on a bike ride on the path to valley forge. later we're going to make her dinner. my "famous" eggplant parm. i'm excited because we havent' cooked together in a long time, and i haven't made my marinara in a while either.
as for my mom..she's in az. she wants me to fly out there for like three weeks this summer, which is not going to happen. i'l fly out for maybe two. i need to start a second job and start saving for rent and stuff for the next year. i need to go out there for some doctors appointments though. i have really bad wrists, they've been really bad for the past three years and i keep making it worse by serving. now, i can't even perform the simplist tasks like pour pasta into the strainer, or even carry my hamper downstairs to the laundry room. it hurts when i sleep, when i don't even do anything and now it scares me because it hurts when i ride. i finally found a sport i could potentialy be good at and one that is good for me, and i don't want something like this to stop me. it scares me because i'm only 20. i'm supposed to be in the prime of my youth. but i am afraid i'll lose all function of my wrists by the time i'm 30. its so frustrating..
well enough of that, debbie downer. time to study!