How long will it be before I can see it again? To feel it & understand. To not be afraid. How long?
My entry title concerns only one thing. It's something that this world desperately needs more of. *sighs* Something I wish I understood better. I hope some day I will.
My bookcase is complete! Whee! Now I've finally been able to unpack all my manga. ^^ <3 I feel more settled now.
First weekend in Kirksville. Pretty nice. Anime Club was lots of fun and there were tons of people there! I was shocked, but it was so cool. Sadly, our favorite after club haunt, Country Kitchen, now closes at midnight. T.T They made that decision about two months ago. So we just got food from the places of our choice and met up at Holly's house to watch some Red Dwarf. 'Twas most fun. ^^ <3 I really missed hanging out with people.
I've spent most of this day dealing with my bookshelf and watching Honey & Clover. The anime still makes me think about many things. Some good, some neutral, and some kinda depressing. Still, it's a good anime and I adore it.
I've been really moody when it's late at night. Usually it's not a good mood either. Sometimes I'll be in a great mood, but then it'll start to ebb away. *shrug* That just means I'm tired. ^^;;; Unless, there's a source of irritation, then it's the source's fault. Right now, the cause of my irritation stems from a human who's being a dumbass. Yeah, a dumbass. That may seem strong, but with what's been written... Yeah. Total dumbass. Oh well, can't fix 'em.
Tonight. Not a good mood. I'm just really tired, but I'm also feeling really weird. It's much easier to adjust this year... However, the difficulty is not gone. I still have a lot of ups and downs. But... The downs aren't as extreme nor do they last as long now. I may still cry every now and then, but things have definitely improved since last year.
However... Change is a good thing... But sometimes too much change is rather overwhelming. A lot to get used to. In the end, I'll find a way to cope with the stress. Things become worse if I let stress get the better of me, so I'd prefer to avoid that. Though... I'll admit that there are some things that I want to change and I continue to try.
I bought some hair dye in order to ready my bangs for when I finally track down some blue dye.
There are a lot of sirens tonight...
I should go to bed. My eyes hurt.
Oyasuminasai, minna-san!
~Marty / Shin~
My bookcase is complete! Whee! Now I've finally been able to unpack all my manga. ^^ <3 I feel more settled now.
First weekend in Kirksville. Pretty nice. Anime Club was lots of fun and there were tons of people there! I was shocked, but it was so cool. Sadly, our favorite after club haunt, Country Kitchen, now closes at midnight. T.T They made that decision about two months ago. So we just got food from the places of our choice and met up at Holly's house to watch some Red Dwarf. 'Twas most fun. ^^ <3 I really missed hanging out with people.
I've spent most of this day dealing with my bookshelf and watching Honey & Clover. The anime still makes me think about many things. Some good, some neutral, and some kinda depressing. Still, it's a good anime and I adore it.
I've been really moody when it's late at night. Usually it's not a good mood either. Sometimes I'll be in a great mood, but then it'll start to ebb away. *shrug* That just means I'm tired. ^^;;; Unless, there's a source of irritation, then it's the source's fault. Right now, the cause of my irritation stems from a human who's being a dumbass. Yeah, a dumbass. That may seem strong, but with what's been written... Yeah. Total dumbass. Oh well, can't fix 'em.
Tonight. Not a good mood. I'm just really tired, but I'm also feeling really weird. It's much easier to adjust this year... However, the difficulty is not gone. I still have a lot of ups and downs. But... The downs aren't as extreme nor do they last as long now. I may still cry every now and then, but things have definitely improved since last year.
However... Change is a good thing... But sometimes too much change is rather overwhelming. A lot to get used to. In the end, I'll find a way to cope with the stress. Things become worse if I let stress get the better of me, so I'd prefer to avoid that. Though... I'll admit that there are some things that I want to change and I continue to try.
I bought some hair dye in order to ready my bangs for when I finally track down some blue dye.
There are a lot of sirens tonight...
I should go to bed. My eyes hurt.
Oyasuminasai, minna-san!
~Marty / Shin~