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Allo Allo Allo,
It's been over a year. I can't believe how much time has gone by.
I'm still at B. I'm enjoying what I do. I've gotten the hang of things there. I'm more confident in what I do now. I still have doubts though. I feel like I should do more. I keep on wondering on how do I improve? I'm too scared to ask though. I feel it's embarrassing to ask. I get comments that I'm doing a great job, but I feel like I'm not. There has to be more I can do.
Actually, in one area I know where I definitely need improvement. My communication skills. They just suck. I can't send out a proper understandable email. I can't explain anything clearly. I'm trying to work on it. I'm trying to prepare what I'll say a head of time. It helps. The downside is, I end up spending too much time thinking things through and/or a question is asked and I've no clue on how to reply because I haven't thought of it. ><
I want to get better. I need to seriously pay attention when someone talks to me. I have to really thing things through and not leave stuff to the last minute.
I want to write more, but it's all just whining. Everything is jumbles, but the main points are so clear.
I can't stay the person I am, but I'm afraid to change. I don't want to change either. It is so troublesome and scary. It's the best though.
I think I'll end here. I'll just keep on rambling.
Good Night.
Kurai
It's been over a year. I can't believe how much time has gone by.
I'm still at B. I'm enjoying what I do. I've gotten the hang of things there. I'm more confident in what I do now. I still have doubts though. I feel like I should do more. I keep on wondering on how do I improve? I'm too scared to ask though. I feel it's embarrassing to ask. I get comments that I'm doing a great job, but I feel like I'm not. There has to be more I can do.
Actually, in one area I know where I definitely need improvement. My communication skills. They just suck. I can't send out a proper understandable email. I can't explain anything clearly. I'm trying to work on it. I'm trying to prepare what I'll say a head of time. It helps. The downside is, I end up spending too much time thinking things through and/or a question is asked and I've no clue on how to reply because I haven't thought of it. ><
I want to get better. I need to seriously pay attention when someone talks to me. I have to really thing things through and not leave stuff to the last minute.
I want to write more, but it's all just whining. Everything is jumbles, but the main points are so clear.
I can't stay the person I am, but I'm afraid to change. I don't want to change either. It is so troublesome and scary. It's the best though.
I think I'll end here. I'll just keep on rambling.
Good Night.
Kurai