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Jan 26, 2006 19:20

nothing really ever hits me until after its over ..and then its not really in the heat of the moment anymore and i dont feel right being emotional about it...and then time passes and i look back on situations and think, why didn't i care more??
my best friend could get expelled and i wouldnt really ever feel like i needed to cry about it...or this guy that...i actually care about? that sounds really weird but i guess its true...he could withdraw. and since this has happened to me SO MANY TIMES NOW i would probably think beforehand about it and wonder the same thing...why do i not really notice that all this is happening?? why do i have absolutely no comforting skills. and when people ask me about it...all i can do is laugh???

i guess my best advice would be to never speak to elke b/c most people who do have a tendency to have bad things happen to them.

but actually i dont really care
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