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ummm christmas sucked??? what ever happened to the whole waking up and opening presents thing...i dont even know but first of all im in california. so how christmasey can that be to start with. and second i slept at my aunts house. and she doesnt even have a tree. soooo then at like NOON we went to my grandparents house. and then.,..even then...we didnt do anything christmasey. we like, ate food...and people showered. aaand then at like two my fam opened stuff. all of which was for either my dad or my brother. talk about boring and you're basically talking about this christmas. and what happened to the children getting more presents than their fathers?? my whole family just stocks up for him since he cant pay to buy himself anything and i guess christmas is a chance for them to be able to buy him clothes and stuff like that and not have it seem like..charity?? even though we're all in the same family. its just really annoying. and he still uses the excuse that "the divorce" got him all off track and its like ok dad that was thirteen years ago.
on a happier note my neck hurts soooo badly. and it has for just about five hundred weeks now. curry is gone (the goose is loose??)...im going shopping tomorrow i think with my aunt and gma and that basically means that for once i should get something. aaand my mother for the first time in just about my whole life has actually bought me something i want....revision, actually bought me something.
i want to go back to escuelaaaa. and see molly boswell lang. i think id have to say my life revolves around her. its kindof sad. the last time i saw her i was pretty trashed..and it was in the morning when i got on a plane! i think we went to sleep at like five and i got up at five forty five ish and it hadnt gone away at all really...so that was fun. funfunfunfunfunfunfun
ok it feels like its ten right now and its only 6:41. why does the time not pass faster??? i miss rocco???..i miss molly laaaaannnnggggg.yep thats it.
my gma has this crazy palm tree that glows in her living room. its huge. i think theres some glowing palmtree fetish that apparently runs in the family.
im pretty much writing about nothing right now but i cant really help it because this keyboard is...amazing. it makes you feel so delicate. delicate keyboards are my life. lucy is moving to hawaii so basically im never going to see her again. and my neighbors are going to consist of molly prendes and...molly prendes. that will be sooo much fun. my dad is watching football right now. pretending he
a)knows whats going on and b)enjoys it. it would be a lot cooler if he could just say hey mother and father actually im a huge metrosexual whos not capable of being in a relationship since ive been such a mamas boy my whole life and i think no woman is good enough for me...sooo im blowing the only shot ill ever get with someone as wonderful as suzanne. uhhhhhhh
i wonder what sami souders is doing right now.
westtown sucks and isnt letting sammie wight re apply which is bullshit b/c they let chris neilson reapply at the same time last year with the exact same circumnstances and the only reason they could give is that sammie is on scholarship so there are just more "variables" than there were with C.N. which basically means yeah chris neilson payed his way back in and we're sorry but you just dont mean enough to us...b/c we dont actually care about our students. we pretend to and pretend to build the whole trusting each other community bullshit and then as soon as someone makes a mistake we just let you fall and its fine no matter what happens to you as long as when you become a drug addict or whatever its not on our watch.ldkfjasdfj;oaiwje. they've done this to basically everyone i knew last year.
or at least .....five of them.
im sorry if anyone actually read this far...there isnt much here
oh i got photoshop so basically im just going to play with peoples faces for the rest of break
bien
uhh bye
on a happier note my neck hurts soooo badly. and it has for just about five hundred weeks now. curry is gone (the goose is loose??)...im going shopping tomorrow i think with my aunt and gma and that basically means that for once i should get something. aaand my mother for the first time in just about my whole life has actually bought me something i want....revision, actually bought me something.
i want to go back to escuelaaaa. and see molly boswell lang. i think id have to say my life revolves around her. its kindof sad. the last time i saw her i was pretty trashed..and it was in the morning when i got on a plane! i think we went to sleep at like five and i got up at five forty five ish and it hadnt gone away at all really...so that was fun. funfunfunfunfunfunfun
ok it feels like its ten right now and its only 6:41. why does the time not pass faster??? i miss rocco???..i miss molly laaaaannnnggggg.yep thats it.
my gma has this crazy palm tree that glows in her living room. its huge. i think theres some glowing palmtree fetish that apparently runs in the family.
im pretty much writing about nothing right now but i cant really help it because this keyboard is...amazing. it makes you feel so delicate. delicate keyboards are my life. lucy is moving to hawaii so basically im never going to see her again. and my neighbors are going to consist of molly prendes and...molly prendes. that will be sooo much fun. my dad is watching football right now. pretending he
a)knows whats going on and b)enjoys it. it would be a lot cooler if he could just say hey mother and father actually im a huge metrosexual whos not capable of being in a relationship since ive been such a mamas boy my whole life and i think no woman is good enough for me...sooo im blowing the only shot ill ever get with someone as wonderful as suzanne. uhhhhhhh
i wonder what sami souders is doing right now.
westtown sucks and isnt letting sammie wight re apply which is bullshit b/c they let chris neilson reapply at the same time last year with the exact same circumnstances and the only reason they could give is that sammie is on scholarship so there are just more "variables" than there were with C.N. which basically means yeah chris neilson payed his way back in and we're sorry but you just dont mean enough to us...b/c we dont actually care about our students. we pretend to and pretend to build the whole trusting each other community bullshit and then as soon as someone makes a mistake we just let you fall and its fine no matter what happens to you as long as when you become a drug addict or whatever its not on our watch.ldkfjasdfj;oaiwje. they've done this to basically everyone i knew last year.
or at least .....five of them.
im sorry if anyone actually read this far...there isnt much here
oh i got photoshop so basically im just going to play with peoples faces for the rest of break
bien
uhh bye