Oct 22, 2010 23:49
It's been a while since I posted.
Am I regretful? No.
Did it itch away at my conscious each night as I fell asleep? No.
Is my thumb itchy right now? Yes.
I sometimes forget what it is I'm supposed to be doing. Not in that "senile old woman" kind of way...as my mother has become lately...but more in that, "confused and losing focus of my ultimate goal" kind of way that many college students would be able to relate to...as I did...in my youth.
Oh wow, it pains me to say that. I'm not old! ...I think.
I guess it's an easy thing to happen as there are lots of distractions everyday.
Sometimes, another time period may have been easier to live in...with less distractions.
....though there would be more diseases...and ways to die...and less medicine and less hygienic methods...and bacterial infestations in every corner.
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Okay, I'm glad I'm here right now.
Even if the future holds some super cell of clean wonderment, I'm sure we'd all be buzzing on some brain-control drugs anyway, so at least I'm slightly more focused than my future counterpart living a bubble-life.
YAY!
mother,
life