Apr 21, 2007 03:06
Everyone has dreams of what they want for the future, and in more ways than one. I think the real trick is determining what amungst everything you want will make you the happiest. I say this because no matter how hard you try there is no way you will ever get everything you want in life to keep. So I think if you want just overall happieness then you need to get the one thing in life that will make it all worth it.
My challenge is that the one thing that I want most right now is completly out of my reach unless certain things change. The best that I can do is just keep going and hope that the change that I need to have happen occures so that I might have a shot at what I want. I guess in a way it's a good thing, because at least I have hope and sometimes that's all I need when I'm feeling down.
I hope one day my patients pays off.
Oh, and right now I have broncitis. I can't believe I'm sick AGAIN! I swear I used to never get sick. I don't know why all of a sudden it's one illness right after another. It suck something awful. And on top of that I have my period. It's horrible because everytime I have a coughing fit I loose control of most of my boddy and I can feel the blood release itself. It's the wierdest feeling in the world.