Work, Work, Work
I swear I sold my soul to Applebee's. I know we're short staffed on morning hosts, so I'm always given the morning shifts but it's starting to get a little overwhelming. I wasn't even supposed to have a day off this week; I only got it because I traded a shift to work a double on Friday just so I could have Sunday off. But it gets better, this week I was scedueled for a day off, but I also was scheduled for two double shifts. I wonder what the general manager must be thinking, because I've been overly close to overtime for the past three weeks, and she always starts to panic whenever someone goes into overtime since it messes up her numbers.
In other news, I'm having some wonderful boy problems. I think Zac is starting to put together the fact that he and I haven't been a couple since high school since we've just been too far apart and we've both changed far too much. Add that to the fact that I don't really get to talk to him anymore because we're never online at the same time anymore it almost suprises me that it's taken him this long to come to that conclustion. I'm kinda glad I let him figure it out on his own though, because I couldn't even begin to imagine what it would have been like to flat out break up with him. It becomes even more complicated for me because of Zac's absence in my life I've become quite attatched to Chris and now I find myself in an akward possision. I really like Chris as a friend and I don't want to do anything to risk that friendship or do anything that would cause him to want to put distance between us, but at the same time I really want him to understand my feelings. Right now he's completly oblivious to how I feel about him and I'm sure it's very one sided so he does and says things that botheres me or hurts me even thought they're things that wouldn't even come close to fazing me if it was someone else who did them. So I'm at a loss on what I should think and do. But that's life I guess.
I feel a bit better having all of that off my chest. I think it's time for me to head off to bed so I can wake up for my Lit class in the morning.
In other news, I'm having some wonderful boy problems. I think Zac is starting to put together the fact that he and I haven't been a couple since high school since we've just been too far apart and we've both changed far too much. Add that to the fact that I don't really get to talk to him anymore because we're never online at the same time anymore it almost suprises me that it's taken him this long to come to that conclustion. I'm kinda glad I let him figure it out on his own though, because I couldn't even begin to imagine what it would have been like to flat out break up with him. It becomes even more complicated for me because of Zac's absence in my life I've become quite attatched to Chris and now I find myself in an akward possision. I really like Chris as a friend and I don't want to do anything to risk that friendship or do anything that would cause him to want to put distance between us, but at the same time I really want him to understand my feelings. Right now he's completly oblivious to how I feel about him and I'm sure it's very one sided so he does and says things that botheres me or hurts me even thought they're things that wouldn't even come close to fazing me if it was someone else who did them. So I'm at a loss on what I should think and do. But that's life I guess.
I feel a bit better having all of that off my chest. I think it's time for me to head off to bed so I can wake up for my Lit class in the morning.