omg omg omg i'm reading this at two and listening to an emo song and you killrd geng again /incoherent i love the last sentence so much. Once a beautiful man who walked into your heart, now a beautiful thing that took it away. omg wait i'm going to read it again.
But now you watch Yunho dance in the empty practice room of years past, his breathing far too ragged to be from dancing alone. You watch Jaejoong hyung cooking in the kitchen; his back is turned away, but you can hear the pitter patter of silent tears. You hear of shattered picture frames and vases, deathly silent breakfasts, muffled sobs and damp pillows in the Super Junior dorm. You see puffy red eyes, shaking shoulders, the clenched fists and the blank, empty stares this is so freaking sad. it tears my heart but i like angst like this, describing the people who were left behind and nobody said anything but the pain the grief the sorrow, they're all portrayed through every actions of theirs. idk. ;_;
something about the simple Chinese man was like a magnet that drew in everyone from the iciest, distant princess to the snarky, bad tempered queen to the introverted and cold prince. your allgeng i love it :D
Jaejoong was an ice statue, unmoving, unblinking, empty of everything inside. He didn’t even seem to notice the tears trailing down his cheek. Yunho moved stiffily, robbed of his usual grace completely. He drifted, like he’d be blown away by a gust of wind, as if someone had taken away his spirit and fire, what grounded him and kept him sane. Heechul’s wide eyes were hidden behind shades but everything about him told of the walls that were falling back into place, never to be breached again. Donghae was unsmiling, barely recognizable without his cute antics and bright expression. There were tears flowing down his cheeks even as he bit his lips and tried to hold them back. They mourned an innocence forever stolen. Kyuhyun stood, impassive and an unyielding statue, but the unnatural brightness of his eyes sang like the most heartwrenching melody written with tears and blood. And Siwon...Siwon was smiling, a ghastly twist of the lips, as if nothing on earth mattered anymore; it was the smile of someone who no longer believed in anything
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*kills then brings you back to life with hugs* omo i was too brain dead and strolling thorugh angstland cuz my own writing was making me sad, to think of something extraordinary. take it or leave it bb =D and I LOVE HOW YOU QUOTED LIKE HALF THE STORY!!! <3
YOU KNOW WHAT? IM GOING TO STAY UP JUST TO TALK TO YOU /SCREW SLEEP this killed me a little on the inside writing this, because omg geng died and hell this is JUNSU having his heart broken....GAHHH
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your allgeng i love it :D
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and I LOVE HOW YOU QUOTED LIKE HALF THE STORY!!! <3
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OMG ILU SO MUCH <3
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this killed me a little on the inside writing this, because omg geng died and hell this is JUNSU having his heart broken....GAHHH
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