Chasing Shadows

Jun 06, 2012 00:09

Chasing Shadows
Luhan/Kai (side: Luhan/Minseok, friendship!Kai/Hyoyeon)
PG-13 | 2700 words
Jongin isn't looking for love, but it finds him anyway

A/N: for darling emberberry who kept me happy during exam period and without whom, I would be in a far crazier place right now~

Jongin lets himself dwell on old memories a little too often and for a little too long each time. )

exo, xiuhan, kailu

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emberberry June 5 2012, 14:11:07 UTC
ADUFGHA;DLFG

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emberberry June 5 2012, 14:57:16 UTC
I-I don't know what to say except OH MY GOD. kailu, xiuhan, kaihyo, RANDOM HINTED HUNSTAL THAT YOU SUBCONSCIOUSLY DID FOR ME I KNOW YOU DID D:

also you WOULD put Minseok between kailu, I already knew this lol, I knew this when I shouted "KAILU" at you. I have known this from the beginning. you and xiuhan ;A; they're so cute, though. Luhan's hinted commitment to Minseok is so sweet but it hurts because Jongin took a leap there (I am now referencing the van scene lol just jumping around don't mind me) but Luhan rejected him. it was a soft rejection, but somehow it still hurt, maybe even as much as it would if Luhan had made a scene. but Luhan is a good hyung, so he doesn't ;___; but you know, he can't help but tell Minseok and that's almost worse that if Luhan had made a scene. cries, when Minseok gave him that knowing look I was like owwwww my little heart.

Jongin sits frozen, blood pounding in his ears and when they arrive in the carpark, he’s sliding the door open before the van has fully parked. SOBBING THIS LINE, OW OW OW BUT ( ... )

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shihan_ai June 5 2012, 15:01:03 UTC
lskdjfajw23orelsdfnj i haven't read your comment, but im giggly already and i clearly had to let you know that ♥

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shihan_ai June 5 2012, 15:19:07 UTC
haha yes i totally subconsciously ninja-ed them in just for you. i probably saw you flail about them and stored it away sneakily in my 'TORTURE KAIJA' files yep ( ... )

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13fireflies June 5 2012, 14:14:03 UTC
OH MY GOD ASDGHLLK

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shihan_ai June 5 2012, 15:00:12 UTC
jess jess bb im sorry for giving you all the kailu feels you can continue to yell at me on twitter or here i give you permission to hurl wordvomit at me~

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13fireflies June 6 2012, 03:39:18 UTC
YOU AND KAI UGH BOTH IN ONE DAY HOW DO I HANDLE ALL MY LUHAN FEELINGS. KAILU AND SUHAN /SOBS


... )

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shihan_ai June 6 2012, 10:54:45 UTC
JESS ♥

LOL YES WE PROBABLY SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT OOPS HAHA IT WASN'T EVEN PLANNED~

THAT GIF IS ALWAYS RELEVANT AND I GIGGLE EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. JOONMYUN'S FACE OH MY GOD I LOVE HIS THAT DORK

yes yes kailu; they get neglected for hanhun but they're really precious too!! and rofl i love that we all have otp lists lol; i didn't even think about it twice when i read it because i have one too. clearly it is the only way to go :P

lol he'd prob burn half the kitchen down irl tbh heh.

xiuhan is the absolute worse, and they are just so ridiculously squishy and cute together i just want to ship them all the time.

lkajsdflkj I HAVE A THING FOR NINJA PAIRINGS YOU KNOW THIS. IT'S CRAZY AND I REALLY NEED TO STOP LOL; WHY CANT I JUST WRITE ONE OTP WHYY. that paragraph was just my luhan-pairings love exploding everywhere <.<

YOU NEED TO BE WRITING THIS KAILU KITCHEN SEX GURL /eyes you

SCREECHING AT ALL THE KAILU AND OMG THAT LAST ONE ;____; TOO MANY BIASES IN ONE PIC?!

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mayumi_san June 5 2012, 14:51:24 UTC
OMG EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT FUCK

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shihan_ai June 5 2012, 14:59:21 UTC
excuse mine but your comment makes me fucking happy >:D

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mayumi_san June 5 2012, 14:59:26 UTC
luhan why okay why.

Jongin come here bb TT

/crying buckets of tears at my broken!kailu

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shihan_ai June 5 2012, 15:04:21 UTC
i'm sorry? my angst-loving side wrote this fic and broke poor jongin's heart :(

/pats you apologetically

thank you for reading and commenting!

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mayumi_san June 5 2012, 15:24:46 UTC
maybe I'm a masochistic bitch or something, but I LOVE it to bits!

now, please write happy kailu? :(

also, I have to say that I love the hyokai jksafbkjasgkjasdka omg yes?

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shihan_ai June 6 2012, 02:36:17 UTC
HEHE i welcome another fic masochist (there seems to be many over here....)

i'm so glad the angst and jongin pain didn't put you off; i have a tendency to torture my characters lol

i will try to sneak happy kailu in somewhere, although happy is generally not my writing thing ^^"

yay for hyokai love :D hardly anyone ships them at all!

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svtstarlight June 5 2012, 16:34:03 UTC
Poor Kai-bb (but I totes ship XiuHan so >.>) But sometimes you just gotta take that leap or you're left with too many 'what-ifs', more than if you'd done it and gotten rejected. This is good but sad (just my thing, as you know LOL). Love it. :)

Does this mean exams are over? *looks hopeful* (in Germany atm...it's finally sunny after 2 days of rain but I feel like shit so haven't really moved from my bed all day *sighs*)

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shihan_ai June 6 2012, 02:33:40 UTC
LOL i do too, ship xiuhan that is, which is probably why this turned out to be so ninja xiuhan like oops? heh

yes i had to make him take that leap, and it didn't turn out the way he wanted this time, but bottling it up forever would've eaten him up more i think.

HEHEHE we are both angstwhores aren't we. i'm glad because everything else i'm writing isn't very happy either lol

yes pretty much :D i still have a few things here and there to hand in, but im mostly done~~ (ahh germany; so much more exciting than melbourne lol)

<3

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