Chasing Shadows
Luhan/Kai (side: Luhan/Minseok, friendship!Kai/Hyoyeon)
PG-13 | 2700 words
Jongin isn't looking for love, but it finds him anyway
A/N: for darling
emberberry who kept me happy during exam period and without whom, I would be in a far crazier place right now~
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Jongin lets himself dwell on old memories a little too often and for a little too long each time. )
i um i tried? really really hard lol, i was like no annie bad, this is a kailu for kaija you cannot just sneak in xiuhan left right and center, b-but then they were so cute and i remembered you ship them too, so i kinda just gave in. and then it just took over lol.
ugh yes it does hurt, it hurt me to write that, because jongin was so brave and he was so scared of what might happen, and then it did happen. maybe not as bad as he envisioned, but like you said, that gentle rejection hurt just as bad. because he can't even hate luhan for being a heartless jerk, because you can see how sorry he is, but my xiuhan feels took over for a bit and i had to have him push kai away and let him know it can't happen.
luhan and minseok has no secrets and ugh poor jongin ;___; and wow i don't even know how, but your comment is giving me extra feels about kailu lol idek how that works tbqh.
OF COURSE YOU PICK UP ON ALL MY NINJA PAIRINGS well most of them OF COURSE YOU DO, IM NOT EVEN SURPRISED
oh my god kaija what are you going to do when i actually write krishan or layhan lol (prob weep over xiuhan or kailu ha)
i totally went in blind with the kaihyo, because you are frankly the only reason i even thought about this pairing lol, and i ninja-ed it in because i don't think many people fic them and yeah, but im glad you liked it, because like i told you i cannot do snsd lol
it is known :P vice-versa too though, which is why i am physically bracing myself for the onslaught of feelings come the suhan
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lmao you were like IT'S OKAY SHE WON'T NOTICE AND SHE SHIPS THEM TOO SHH~ your brain was telling you it's okay, just give in. it's okay Kai won't mind. lol she doesn't, when she probably should omg.
kajdfhglad my bb Jongin feels, he's like my darling child, cries. lol yes Annie get kailu feelings after you broke them when they were never in a place where they could be broken in the first place GDI. LET ME GIVE YOU ALL THE KAILU FEELINGS. LET ME WRITE KAILU TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD. wait no I'd probably break them too.
I SAW MORE I JUST DECIDED TO POINT OUT SOME INSTEAD OF ALL THE ONES I SAW HEHE
when you actually write layhan or krishan I might not survive lmao or I will be a puddle on the floor, or a soulless rock like the one I've turned you into. god I have layhan problems but ever since I kept putting krishan in everything I've had issues letting go of them. krishan to me is like xiuhan to you, you ninja them everywhere lol.
YAY I AM THE REASON YOU WROTE IN KAIHYO YAY. how did you even know tho did I scream about them at you and I just don't remember lol. you did fine with snsd! stop saying you can't :3
HA HA OOPS
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LOL YEP I WAS HOPING YOU WOULDN'T NOTICE THE OH SO SUBTLE XIUHAN NINJA-ING IN EVERYWHERE THAT WAS MY MASTER PLAN
klasjdf that is true D: they weren't even together and i still broke them how even ;____;
wait no I'd probably break them too.
cackles. you know it's true lol. if we try to fix a broken pairing, they'll probably just end up more broken....
ugh ikr we both have ridiculous amounts of layhan feels, but something about krishan just kills me. especially with you putting them in everything, i want them so bad. your krishan in the suhan ruined me utterly. but seriously xiuhan is going to be horrible for me, because i literally want to put them in everything i write and it's very very bad
i don't think so? lol idek maybe you flailed about it on twitter and i just saw?
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MOST SUBTLE THING IN THE WORLD, ANNIE, YOU ARE THE MOST SUBTLE. YES INDEED.
/shakes you, how did you do that when they weren't even togetherrr. lol we both just build up and then break ships all the time, or we just break them. why are we like this XD
my krishan and layhan feels are conflicting right now H E L P
that seems quite likely or maybe you just had a feeling I would like them, and then you were absolutely right
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SO VERY SUBTLE IKR I BET YOU DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE >:P
/shakes myself/ I DON'T KNOWWWW ;____; ship all the pairings; break all the otps. that is us tbh; our new motto or something
ALWAYS CONFLICTING KAIJA ALWAYS. I AM PERMANENTLY TORN BETWEEN MY LUHAN PAIRINGS. like i will literally be like 'awww you two are so cute together precious otp' and the next second 'ughhh layhannnnnn why' lol
heh :D
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OF COURSE, I ALMOST DIDN'T NOTICE ANNIE, BECAUSE YOU'RE SO SUBTLE
our new words lol SHIP ALL THE PAIRINGS, BREAK ALL THE OTPS
stuck in a vortex of Luhan pairings for all eternity, also Sehun pairings for me gdi Sehuna why are you doing this to me D:
YOU AND YOUR GOOD INSTINCTS
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YES SO SUBTLE I BET NO ONE PICKED UP ON IT IF NOT FOR MY TAGS HAHAHA. HA
we have the best words ever we truly do :P i love how we change words every few months lol and you have the starks all 'winter is coming' forever
they are the otp who can be multi-shipped lol
>:D
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YEAH I'M SURE NO ONE NOTICED OTHER THAN ME I'M PRETTY TRICKY SOMETIMES BUT THEN AGAIN I ALMOST DIDN'T NOTICE. LOL.
we change words all the time lol because we are………special!! winter is always coming for the Starks lol they live in WINTERFELL it's COLD. and the Starks also aren't……very creative. l o l. bUT WE LOVE THEM.
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YEAH YOU'RE JUST TOO PRO FOR MY NINJA SKILLS, NO ONE ELSE SAW ANYTHING. LOL.
special snowflakes :P lol starks (which i totally just spelt as snarks oh my god my spelling lately) WINTER IS ALWAYS COMING~~~~
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