The Moment [3/?]
Title: The Moment [3/?]
Rating: R, NC-17
Genre: SMUT, Drama, Romance,
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others.
Couples: HenWook, HenHae, YeHen, KangTeuk, YeWook (ninja)
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject. I also know Leeteuk isn't this much of an ass >> but he fit the part. I'm sorry ;-; No bashing please ;-;
A/N: I caved into posting this. I was surpirsed by how many people actually enjoy this story. Soon I'll actually have to start writing more. Please enjoy the third installment!
Previous
Yesung:
I didn't know what to do. He was only passed out. His body a mess. His perfect body destroyed. My hands ran against his back, I felt awkward bumps around his back; I picked him up laying him on his bed. I turned his naked body around only to see his back. Pieces of wood, and a metal bar dug into his skin. Lines, of which I assumed, had to be from the smashed violin on the floor stared at me. I traced my fingers across the wounds looking at his body. His hand still tied behind his back, blood everywhere, and a small smile on his face.
I grabbed his hands confused, and untied the metal wire, placing it on his nightstand. I looked around for anything to cover him up. I looked back at the door noticing it was still open, I dashed over, closed it and locked it. No one could see him like this. I walked over to his closet shaking my head, wondering how this even happened. I dug through the closet taking a pair of shorts, and a baggy tank over to the bed. His perfectly shaped ass was red; I licked my lips softly and shook my head. I couldn't use him, not when he was like this. I looked around frantically and grabbed a pair of his cute boxers laying on the floor. I slid them up his legs, and softly put them on his waist.
My hands traced his back again, I shook my head. How could Leeteuk do something like this? I was filled with strong hatred, and jealousy. I pulled his shorts over his boxers, and lifted his hands above his head; a small groan came out from his mouth. I stopped and looked at him again. I quickly ran to the bathroom grabbing a tweezers. I ran back to his side quickly wiping away the tears from my eyes. I picked out pieces of wood and the metal bar that was gently in his skin. I sniffed quietly, and gently placed my body on his. I wanted to hold him, make his pain go away. At least he was passed out. I got up and sat him up, putting on his tank. I laid him back down and stared at his back again.
His tank already had blood on it, I shook my head. How could I stop this? I looked around only to see Donghae's unmade bed on the other side. I walked over, slowly taking a spare sheet and brought it back. I bit the side starting a rip and ripped the sheet into a piece. I placed the piece around his waist and wrapped it around, then pinning it together. I took his wrists gently and tied another piece, then around his long neck.
I stared at him. He was so peaceful. I smiled to myself and kissed him softly. I looked at his worn out body again, and placed a blanket over his battered body. I rubbed his upper arms, kissed him softly. I quietly walked over to the door unlocking it and leaving. I looked back at him one more when I heard his angelic voice.
"Don’t' leave me Hae."
My heart dropped, my mind raced, but yet I smiled at him and shut the door. I walked down the second dorm's hallways looking at the doors. I looked down at myself to see my shirt soaked in blood. I shivered, ripping the shirt off my body. I stared down at it and ran of the first dorm.
Leeteuk was going to pay. I stormed out of dorm two into the hallway of the center of the full dorm, when I heard my name. I looked back to see Donghae running up to me.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked at Henry's door, and back at dorm one's door. I shook my head to walk on, until I felt a hand digging into my arm. "Tell me what's wrong?"
I closed my eyes, and I could softly hear Henry's mumble "Hae...” It hit me. Henry was never going to love me, he thought I was him. I looked at Donghae and turned around. He smiled slightly and stared at me.
"Cute birthmark." He laughed lightening up the mood. I laughed softly and shook my head.
"Henry's hurt. His back is fucked up, and he's bleeding pretty badly." I stopped and looked in Donghae's eyes. He too was frozen. I looked back at dorm one's door and grunted. "I think it has to do with Leeteuk."
I said and walked off. If it wasn't Leeteuk, Henry did it too himself. I was pretty sure that wasn't it. I marched off pushing Donghae's hand away from my arm. I was full of jealousy and anger. I wanted to kill Leeteuk for hurting Henry. I wanted to kill Donghae, for the simple fact Henry liked him more. And at the same time I was jealous of them both. I shook my head my hair catching my tears as I kicked open the doors to dorm one.
Kangin:
I moaned as Leeteuk pressed me against the wet walls of the shower. He kissed me hard and sensually. I stared at him not touching him; I knew what pain would come to my body if I did. The warmth of his body burned, unlike the seemingly now freezing water. The windows of the bathroom steamed, and the mirrors were covered with condensed water. He grabbed my body flipping it around slamming my face against the plaster. A fondled me a bit as I squirted on the wall. I bit my lip as Leeteuk slapped my face.
"You’re not being good tonight." He yelled at me, as he rammed himself into me. I bit my lip again, trying to hold back my scream. I he was only using me to get rid of what he had left. He told me what he did to Henry. It disgusted me, yet excited me. He grabbed my hair pulling my head backwards so I was staring at his chin. He leaned into me kissing me hard. I moaned and moved back pushing his hard cock deeper inside of me. He slapped me again. His slap with the constant pouring of water made it sting. I moved forward under the shower leaving Leeteuk alone staring at me. I got on my knees and brought my lips towards his cock. He groaned as he shoved it in my mouth. I bit him hard, him moaning louder.
I sucked harder and harder. He'd moan and grab my hair pulling it moving his hips against the motions of my mouth. I sucked around his head, as his warm liquid filled me. I got up and smiled staring at him. The water was now steaming against my body, I stared at him, and he stared at me. We were both emotionless. He smiled and slapped me.
"Next time, I won't come to you." He walked out of the shower, and walked of the bathroom.
"Great" I shook my head as I looked down at my fully erected cock.
Donghae:
I watched and Yesung left the door. My feet were stuck on the carpet. I myself couldn't move. I knew I should tell someone else. Ryeowook? Siwon? Hangeng? Leeteuk himself? No. I shook my head and looked back at my door. Siwon passed my waving, entering his own room, closing the door behind him. Dorm two was completely still. I closed my eyes, and sprinted down the hallway to my door. I opened it softly and walked closing it behind me. I looked around only to see Henry laying peacefully in bed. I smiled then shook my head instantly when I saw the broken violin and blood stain by his bed.
I bit my lip and inched my way to the bathroom. I grabbed a towel and walked to the sink. I turned on the hot water letting it sit there for a moment. I rested my elbows on the sink. The hot water releasing fresh warm heat to my face. I shook my head. What was Leeteuk's goal? We all trusted him. He was our elder brother, our Hyung. We were all his dongseangs. We all knew he hated Henry, but what about that meeting? Didn't he want to change? Hadn't he told all of us to love Zhou and Henry equally with everyone else? Why woud he do something like this? Everything raced in my mind. We knew how he liked his sex. No he loved painful rough sex. Most of us had been with him once, but he used Kangin has his toy, and no one said a word about it.
I opened my eyes standing up straight as I wet the towel with the warm water. The steam rested on the mirror. Everything behind me looked distorted. Just as my mind was. I set my head on the mirror letting the steam heat my chest. I shook my head once more and hit the mirror hard, turned off the water and walked into the bed room. I picked up the pieces of the violin setting them on the other side of his nightstand. I picked up the ripped sheet and gray tank, and grabbed his pants throwing them all in the huge pile of laundry that we still had to do. I looked back at Henry, his body peacefully laying there. I coughed lightly and kneeled down, starting to scrub the blood.
After a while my mind was blank, and the stain was gone. I threw the towel in the corner and stared at Henry. I got on the bed softly, and crawled under the blankets. I put my arm gently on his waist, and held his body close to mine. I rested my head, near his, and when I did a scream exited his mouth.
Yesung:
My body was full of anger as I stormed past dorm one's kitchen, strolling into Leeteuk's room. He innocently smiled at me as he sat promptly at his computer. I stared at him, he just smiled back. My hand flexed into a fist, my urge to punch him growing stronger and stronger.
"What's wrong?" He asked looking at me, as if he was confused. I shook my head and turned away only to notice Kangin's naked body staring at me. I shook my head looking at League.
"You’re wrong." He laughed and pointed at Kangin, and I shook my head.
"What do you mean?" He stood up slowly shoving his chair under his desk.
I pulled my fist up to his face my other hand grabbing his thin shirt. "Why the fuck did you hurt Henry?" I screamed at him.
I heard the door close indicating Kangin had left the room. I assumed he knew what had happened to Henry which made me twice as mad. How could he let his boyfriend hurt Henry?
"Yesung, what are you talking about?" He looked at me shocked, his eyes wide with a sight of fear in them.
"Don't lie to me, I saw you come out of that room, I saw what was inside." I couldn't hold in my anger any longer, he needed to stop playing dumb. I wanted to hurt him the same way he hurt Henry. But I knew that would never work. That pain he caused Henry would be pleasure to Leeteuk. I stared at him my fist slowly lowering. Silence fell the room, until I heard him laughing.
My fist flew through his air punching Leeteuk's left cheek. I removed my hand only to see him smiling staring at me.
"You’re so fucking sick, how could you do something like that?" I yelled at him punching him again, only to see him smiling back at me. His arm came toward mine grabbing the one holding his shirt. "He's still young. He's not even your fuck buddy. What about Kangin? Why hurt Henry?"
"Release me." He demanded. Or I'll hurt you like I did him." He dug his nails into my skin. I shook my head in pain, also in disagreement, punching him, and kneeing him.
I twirled out of his grabbing taking his shirt along with me ripping it off. He grabbed my waist, as I dodged his body coming at me with full force. I stared at him. I could only picture his body on Henry's. Him using Henry, him beating Henry. I shook my head and grabbed both his arms flipping him onto the bed. He let out a deep gasp of air and stared at me fear in his eyes. I brought my hand up putting it into a fist punching him again, and again. I finally stopped once I noticed blood on my hands. I stared back at Leeteuk, our leader. I shook his blood off. The feeling of his blood on my hand made my gag reflex shoot up. . I got up pulling him with me. I threw him against the wall, his books falling all over the floor.
"Let me make this clear to you." I paused and stared at him. His face looking away from mine. I grabbed his neck bringing his eyes to mine. "You ever touch that boy again. I'll make sure you'll be in twice as much pain."
He stared at me and nodded. I released him, letting him fall to floor. I took a few steps back to look at him. He coughed a few times, bringing up blood. I smiled and looked back at him. His eyes were sad, but on his smile a small smirk stared back at me. It was right then and there that I noticed something in Leeteuk had changed.
A/N:
I should totally give up making SJ Jokes >> I cannot pull them off. Sorry for the Lame-o-sity.
Rating: R, NC-17
Genre: SMUT, Drama, Romance,
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others.
Couples: HenWook, HenHae, YeHen, KangTeuk, YeWook (ninja)
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject. I also know Leeteuk isn't this much of an ass >> but he fit the part. I'm sorry ;-; No bashing please ;-;
A/N: I caved into posting this. I was surpirsed by how many people actually enjoy this story. Soon I'll actually have to start writing more. Please enjoy the third installment!
Previous
Yesung:
I didn't know what to do. He was only passed out. His body a mess. His perfect body destroyed. My hands ran against his back, I felt awkward bumps around his back; I picked him up laying him on his bed. I turned his naked body around only to see his back. Pieces of wood, and a metal bar dug into his skin. Lines, of which I assumed, had to be from the smashed violin on the floor stared at me. I traced my fingers across the wounds looking at his body. His hand still tied behind his back, blood everywhere, and a small smile on his face.
I grabbed his hands confused, and untied the metal wire, placing it on his nightstand. I looked around for anything to cover him up. I looked back at the door noticing it was still open, I dashed over, closed it and locked it. No one could see him like this. I walked over to his closet shaking my head, wondering how this even happened. I dug through the closet taking a pair of shorts, and a baggy tank over to the bed. His perfectly shaped ass was red; I licked my lips softly and shook my head. I couldn't use him, not when he was like this. I looked around frantically and grabbed a pair of his cute boxers laying on the floor. I slid them up his legs, and softly put them on his waist.
My hands traced his back again, I shook my head. How could Leeteuk do something like this? I was filled with strong hatred, and jealousy. I pulled his shorts over his boxers, and lifted his hands above his head; a small groan came out from his mouth. I stopped and looked at him again. I quickly ran to the bathroom grabbing a tweezers. I ran back to his side quickly wiping away the tears from my eyes. I picked out pieces of wood and the metal bar that was gently in his skin. I sniffed quietly, and gently placed my body on his. I wanted to hold him, make his pain go away. At least he was passed out. I got up and sat him up, putting on his tank. I laid him back down and stared at his back again.
His tank already had blood on it, I shook my head. How could I stop this? I looked around only to see Donghae's unmade bed on the other side. I walked over, slowly taking a spare sheet and brought it back. I bit the side starting a rip and ripped the sheet into a piece. I placed the piece around his waist and wrapped it around, then pinning it together. I took his wrists gently and tied another piece, then around his long neck.
I stared at him. He was so peaceful. I smiled to myself and kissed him softly. I looked at his worn out body again, and placed a blanket over his battered body. I rubbed his upper arms, kissed him softly. I quietly walked over to the door unlocking it and leaving. I looked back at him one more when I heard his angelic voice.
"Don’t' leave me Hae."
My heart dropped, my mind raced, but yet I smiled at him and shut the door. I walked down the second dorm's hallways looking at the doors. I looked down at myself to see my shirt soaked in blood. I shivered, ripping the shirt off my body. I stared down at it and ran of the first dorm.
Leeteuk was going to pay. I stormed out of dorm two into the hallway of the center of the full dorm, when I heard my name. I looked back to see Donghae running up to me.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked at Henry's door, and back at dorm one's door. I shook my head to walk on, until I felt a hand digging into my arm. "Tell me what's wrong?"
I closed my eyes, and I could softly hear Henry's mumble "Hae...” It hit me. Henry was never going to love me, he thought I was him. I looked at Donghae and turned around. He smiled slightly and stared at me.
"Cute birthmark." He laughed lightening up the mood. I laughed softly and shook my head.
"Henry's hurt. His back is fucked up, and he's bleeding pretty badly." I stopped and looked in Donghae's eyes. He too was frozen. I looked back at dorm one's door and grunted. "I think it has to do with Leeteuk."
I said and walked off. If it wasn't Leeteuk, Henry did it too himself. I was pretty sure that wasn't it. I marched off pushing Donghae's hand away from my arm. I was full of jealousy and anger. I wanted to kill Leeteuk for hurting Henry. I wanted to kill Donghae, for the simple fact Henry liked him more. And at the same time I was jealous of them both. I shook my head my hair catching my tears as I kicked open the doors to dorm one.
Kangin:
I moaned as Leeteuk pressed me against the wet walls of the shower. He kissed me hard and sensually. I stared at him not touching him; I knew what pain would come to my body if I did. The warmth of his body burned, unlike the seemingly now freezing water. The windows of the bathroom steamed, and the mirrors were covered with condensed water. He grabbed my body flipping it around slamming my face against the plaster. A fondled me a bit as I squirted on the wall. I bit my lip as Leeteuk slapped my face.
"You’re not being good tonight." He yelled at me, as he rammed himself into me. I bit my lip again, trying to hold back my scream. I he was only using me to get rid of what he had left. He told me what he did to Henry. It disgusted me, yet excited me. He grabbed my hair pulling my head backwards so I was staring at his chin. He leaned into me kissing me hard. I moaned and moved back pushing his hard cock deeper inside of me. He slapped me again. His slap with the constant pouring of water made it sting. I moved forward under the shower leaving Leeteuk alone staring at me. I got on my knees and brought my lips towards his cock. He groaned as he shoved it in my mouth. I bit him hard, him moaning louder.
I sucked harder and harder. He'd moan and grab my hair pulling it moving his hips against the motions of my mouth. I sucked around his head, as his warm liquid filled me. I got up and smiled staring at him. The water was now steaming against my body, I stared at him, and he stared at me. We were both emotionless. He smiled and slapped me.
"Next time, I won't come to you." He walked out of the shower, and walked of the bathroom.
"Great" I shook my head as I looked down at my fully erected cock.
Donghae:
I watched and Yesung left the door. My feet were stuck on the carpet. I myself couldn't move. I knew I should tell someone else. Ryeowook? Siwon? Hangeng? Leeteuk himself? No. I shook my head and looked back at my door. Siwon passed my waving, entering his own room, closing the door behind him. Dorm two was completely still. I closed my eyes, and sprinted down the hallway to my door. I opened it softly and walked closing it behind me. I looked around only to see Henry laying peacefully in bed. I smiled then shook my head instantly when I saw the broken violin and blood stain by his bed.
I bit my lip and inched my way to the bathroom. I grabbed a towel and walked to the sink. I turned on the hot water letting it sit there for a moment. I rested my elbows on the sink. The hot water releasing fresh warm heat to my face. I shook my head. What was Leeteuk's goal? We all trusted him. He was our elder brother, our Hyung. We were all his dongseangs. We all knew he hated Henry, but what about that meeting? Didn't he want to change? Hadn't he told all of us to love Zhou and Henry equally with everyone else? Why woud he do something like this? Everything raced in my mind. We knew how he liked his sex. No he loved painful rough sex. Most of us had been with him once, but he used Kangin has his toy, and no one said a word about it.
I opened my eyes standing up straight as I wet the towel with the warm water. The steam rested on the mirror. Everything behind me looked distorted. Just as my mind was. I set my head on the mirror letting the steam heat my chest. I shook my head once more and hit the mirror hard, turned off the water and walked into the bed room. I picked up the pieces of the violin setting them on the other side of his nightstand. I picked up the ripped sheet and gray tank, and grabbed his pants throwing them all in the huge pile of laundry that we still had to do. I looked back at Henry, his body peacefully laying there. I coughed lightly and kneeled down, starting to scrub the blood.
After a while my mind was blank, and the stain was gone. I threw the towel in the corner and stared at Henry. I got on the bed softly, and crawled under the blankets. I put my arm gently on his waist, and held his body close to mine. I rested my head, near his, and when I did a scream exited his mouth.
Yesung:
My body was full of anger as I stormed past dorm one's kitchen, strolling into Leeteuk's room. He innocently smiled at me as he sat promptly at his computer. I stared at him, he just smiled back. My hand flexed into a fist, my urge to punch him growing stronger and stronger.
"What's wrong?" He asked looking at me, as if he was confused. I shook my head and turned away only to notice Kangin's naked body staring at me. I shook my head looking at League.
"You’re wrong." He laughed and pointed at Kangin, and I shook my head.
"What do you mean?" He stood up slowly shoving his chair under his desk.
I pulled my fist up to his face my other hand grabbing his thin shirt. "Why the fuck did you hurt Henry?" I screamed at him.
I heard the door close indicating Kangin had left the room. I assumed he knew what had happened to Henry which made me twice as mad. How could he let his boyfriend hurt Henry?
"Yesung, what are you talking about?" He looked at me shocked, his eyes wide with a sight of fear in them.
"Don't lie to me, I saw you come out of that room, I saw what was inside." I couldn't hold in my anger any longer, he needed to stop playing dumb. I wanted to hurt him the same way he hurt Henry. But I knew that would never work. That pain he caused Henry would be pleasure to Leeteuk. I stared at him my fist slowly lowering. Silence fell the room, until I heard him laughing.
My fist flew through his air punching Leeteuk's left cheek. I removed my hand only to see him smiling staring at me.
"You’re so fucking sick, how could you do something like that?" I yelled at him punching him again, only to see him smiling back at me. His arm came toward mine grabbing the one holding his shirt. "He's still young. He's not even your fuck buddy. What about Kangin? Why hurt Henry?"
"Release me." He demanded. Or I'll hurt you like I did him." He dug his nails into my skin. I shook my head in pain, also in disagreement, punching him, and kneeing him.
I twirled out of his grabbing taking his shirt along with me ripping it off. He grabbed my waist, as I dodged his body coming at me with full force. I stared at him. I could only picture his body on Henry's. Him using Henry, him beating Henry. I shook my head and grabbed both his arms flipping him onto the bed. He let out a deep gasp of air and stared at me fear in his eyes. I brought my hand up putting it into a fist punching him again, and again. I finally stopped once I noticed blood on my hands. I stared back at Leeteuk, our leader. I shook his blood off. The feeling of his blood on my hand made my gag reflex shoot up. . I got up pulling him with me. I threw him against the wall, his books falling all over the floor.
"Let me make this clear to you." I paused and stared at him. His face looking away from mine. I grabbed his neck bringing his eyes to mine. "You ever touch that boy again. I'll make sure you'll be in twice as much pain."
He stared at me and nodded. I released him, letting him fall to floor. I took a few steps back to look at him. He coughed a few times, bringing up blood. I smiled and looked back at him. His eyes were sad, but on his smile a small smirk stared back at me. It was right then and there that I noticed something in Leeteuk had changed.
A/N:
I should totally give up making SJ Jokes >> I cannot pull them off. Sorry for the Lame-o-sity.