为什么如此努力的我是一片狼藉？

[shieldkitten]

100 fic challenge [#100.] Regrets, Zhoumi-centric
Title: 觅觅无敌 (Incomparable Mi Mi) Part 3
Length: 10,748 words
Author: shieldkitten
Beta: cynicalxcharm
Rating: G
Summary: Zhoumi strives to be better than average, because living his life any other way would only fill him with regret.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Author's Notes

Comments

[shieldkitten]

Spot for cynicalxcharm!

[shieldkitten]

spot for dear_whimsy!

[dear_whimsy]

and sees a banner that says 'ZM OUT', and smiles harder when he realises what the string of alphabets mean. [...] even Henry, but not for him.

Fuck. No. I can't. Goddammit, Jol. I can hardly even stand to watch the interviews sometimes, because I want to punch a wall or-or break something, just snap it clean in half, every time I see them not cheer for him. It's not even entirely my bias - I hate it when one person is ever singled out like that, but add my bias and. Fuck. Why would they do that to a person? Just how can you be so blind and selfish and they're not thinking about anyone else but their own entitlements and needs, and why would you hurt someone like that? I don't understand it at all and he's trying so hard and is so cheery. It's like they have no empathy at all, haven't even heard of the concept. Crying, Jol. Fucking crying

[shieldkitten]

*gives you tissues and Kyuhyun's scarf to wipe your tears on* Urgh, I'm so sorry I made you cry, I never intend to actually make people cry when I'm writing. I feel bad, too, for being insane!Only13 once again, urgh, T_T >.< lkdsfjaskdjfhaskfdj THINGS

[dear_whimsy]

D: Don't be sorry! I always feel like it's an accomplishment. I mean, I don't set out intending it, but if someone does cry or something, I always take it as like... a massive compliment. Same with if they laughed out loud or something. If your words can evoke a physical reaction, isn't that the best mark of skill? :D/

I think it's okay. I mean, you don't even need intense friendship connections to be concerned about another person, anyway. :D

so a lot of the time I'm just flailing around in the dark writing things

You are so cute. =( And funny. =(((

Hmm, I don't know either. I see what you're getting at, but at the same time a ~*~better~*~ writer didn't do it, you did, and the way you wrote it wasn't any "worse", if I'm making sense? What did you include was incredible, honestly, and I don't know if anyone else could've added the same details and level of realism - it might have just read as nice fanfic, while this seems so factual, and honestly, this tugged at my heartstrings quite a bit. =( I memmed it.

[amadomaybe]

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Wow. I honestly have no idea what to say that could possibly do my love for this justice.

Besides, you know, HOLYFUCKINGSHIT that was beautiful.

[meiface]

Spot! Probably for tomorrow, but longfic, I am so pleased by it. And Zhou Mi-centric too! ♥

[meiface]

I thought I could get through the last section without crying because the scene with the other members in the car was sweet and heartwarming and hopeful, but then the last two lines of the fic totally wrecked me and now I'm searching for some tissues (or Kyu's scarf, I wouldn't mind). It's not a bad sort of crying but just...emotional. Because, oh Zhou Mi, you do have fans. You do have people who support you and want you to succeed in SJM, in anything you do.

I'm probably a little too emotional atm to leave you the feedback you deserve, but this is a beautiful, beautiful fic and it's obvious how much work and how much feeling you put into it, and that in itself makes it impressive. It's touching and thoughtful and wonderful. Thank you for writing it.

[moukimokyu]

oh God, I'm dead, you know, you've killed me. This is absolutely brilliant and I can't think of anything to say of anymore because laihgsleihle♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ oh man that's it, I'm crying now

[shieldkitten]

Oh dear. *fans you*