As much as things change ...
They always inevitably come full circle. So, school is vaguely stressful, but I think I can handle it, provided I didn't bomb my psych test. I fear that I did. Work is still work, and it still sucks. I'm very sorry, that I haven't posted lately. I've been trying to put distance between me and alot of things, to hopefully get my head on straight, again. Ditch some of this stress, and the depressing thoughts I have. I'll update this again, I swear. I haven't forgotten about it. But ... I don't know. I just don't know, anymore. Lonliness is, well, lonely. And I don't really like it anymore. Not that I ever did, but, I like it even less now. Everyone I know has someone. But, there's not much call for a Geeky Hebrew in the south. I should move. Far away... but, I don't really want to do that, either. It's all give and take. I give and give, and life takes and takes.
And, there are other things, that have cropped up, that have just depressed me more. She makes me happy, andI missed her dearly as a friend, but ... Her reappearance saddens me more than I can put into words. I did miss Hikaru. I can't deny that. But, nothing will ever come of that. So, whatever. I have to accept that that's a part of my life. Can I? Of course. I've had to make more than my fair share of painful/annoying choices and decisions.
I have two projects due. One for my really crappy Career/College Success bullshit class. The other, is a paper for my Intro to Old Testament Class, which I'm looking forward to writing. I just have to quit being lazy, and do my research. It's a compare and contrast paper on Joshua vs. King David. (The subject matter just has to be about Joshua, but I wanted a little of a challenge. And to create an interesting paper)
On another note, I remembered why I love the Reel Big Fish. Our Live Album is Better than Your Live Album reminded me.
Back when I met you I didn't have a clue
Of the horrible agony you would put me through
But now that we've done some time and I know who you are
You're so full of shit how did I let it get so far?
Well you ruined my life, you were never my friend
And now all I can hope is that I'll never see you again
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're too blame
Every moment of the year we spent
You pushed me further and further over the edge
Maybe you didn't mean it, maybe you're sorry as well
But I know that you are evil, you came straight out of hell
Well you wasted my time, all of my money too
And I never really hated until I met you
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're to blame
Valerie.. (Valerie..) Valerie... (Valerie...)
Well you ruined my life, you were never my friend
And now all I can hope is that I'll never see you again
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're to blame
Yeah yeah yeah
Valerie yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined you're to blame
And, there are other things, that have cropped up, that have just depressed me more. She makes me happy, andI missed her dearly as a friend, but ... Her reappearance saddens me more than I can put into words. I did miss Hikaru. I can't deny that. But, nothing will ever come of that. So, whatever. I have to accept that that's a part of my life. Can I? Of course. I've had to make more than my fair share of painful/annoying choices and decisions.
I have two projects due. One for my really crappy Career/College Success bullshit class. The other, is a paper for my Intro to Old Testament Class, which I'm looking forward to writing. I just have to quit being lazy, and do my research. It's a compare and contrast paper on Joshua vs. King David. (The subject matter just has to be about Joshua, but I wanted a little of a challenge. And to create an interesting paper)
On another note, I remembered why I love the Reel Big Fish. Our Live Album is Better than Your Live Album reminded me.
Back when I met you I didn't have a clue
Of the horrible agony you would put me through
But now that we've done some time and I know who you are
You're so full of shit how did I let it get so far?
Well you ruined my life, you were never my friend
And now all I can hope is that I'll never see you again
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're too blame
Every moment of the year we spent
You pushed me further and further over the edge
Maybe you didn't mean it, maybe you're sorry as well
But I know that you are evil, you came straight out of hell
Well you wasted my time, all of my money too
And I never really hated until I met you
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're to blame
Valerie.. (Valerie..) Valerie... (Valerie...)
Well you ruined my life, you were never my friend
And now all I can hope is that I'll never see you again
Valerie- you make me wish I was dead
Valerie- you're like a knife in my head yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined, you're to blame
Yeah yeah yeah
Valerie yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'll never ever be the same my life is ruined you're to blame