Pray you're bullet proof
A lot has happened in the course of the past 4 days. I have to do an entry about it. It's necessary. I can't right now though. I want to so badly, but can't get into. I feel so numb to everything. So in retrospect, I'm also feeling frustration...frustration that I can't feel more. I gotta get this shite out at some point, because it's poisionous. I don't want it flowing through my thoughts, my veins...I have to be okay with everything. But I'm in no place to deal with anything right now. I don't get it. I haven't cried yet. That's terrifying. It's going to come. I know it will. And the fact that it's not here yet, the fact that it's building up inside of me, makes me scared. How bad is it going to be? When it hits, when it's ready to come out, how bad is it going to be? This is insanely frustrating. Oh well...
Sooo, that entry will be coming soon hopefully. In the mean time, I've decided it's time to create a new LJ. The life associated with this one has been played to it's entirety. I'm not sure if anyone actually reads this crap any more...but just in case, hit me up and I'll share the new LJ identity with you.
Yeah, yeah...
"You can force it but it will stay stung
You can crush it as dry as a bone
You can walk it home straight from school
You can kiss it, you can break all the rules
But still...
Everything is broken
Everyone is broken"
Sooo, that entry will be coming soon hopefully. In the mean time, I've decided it's time to create a new LJ. The life associated with this one has been played to it's entirety. I'm not sure if anyone actually reads this crap any more...but just in case, hit me up and I'll share the new LJ identity with you.
Yeah, yeah...
"You can force it but it will stay stung
You can crush it as dry as a bone
You can walk it home straight from school
You can kiss it, you can break all the rules
But still...
Everything is broken
Everyone is broken"