-Stop watching television ( Read more... )

I haven't smoked at all today. I am determined to quit smoking and be a positive inspiration for my mom. I'm using the patch. My mom even is trying to make it fun, got a calendar for each of us and stickers (evn got me my obsessions, MLP and Carebear) so we get to put a sticker on each day on the calendar that we are smoke free and don't cheat :) I ( Read more... )

why are you running away from your heart ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I was on here. But now that I have a laptop I think I'll be able to stay updated a lot better. I don't have a lot to say but lets just start keeping track of things ( Read more... )

I wish I could forgive you ( Read more... )

I am sinking. I feel like my whole world is crashing down. I've just ended a 20 something year friendship because my trust was violated and I was totally betrayed. I'm so angry I just wanna throw shit, break shit, kill shit!
I don't know how to fix this shit. I haven't been myself lately I've been irrational, depressed,moody. I'm falling apart.