Well, I'm home.

[shesaneightball]

The retreat was pretty boring

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[snoopyluvsyou]

its ok to cry...

[shesaneightball]

i know it's okay. it's just that i do it too much, that it's almost not normal. sometimes i just hate crying.....

[snoopyluvsyou]

ugh i know the feeling i cried for weeks with no stop for like a few months ago i hope it gets better:'(

[shesaneightball]

its gettin' a little better at a time. my life has this huge scale of ups and downs.. very little ups, and tons of downs. but its like a huge rollercoaster... my life is a maniac's world..

[snoopyluvsyou]

omg how i know the feeling i have tired so much stuff but really everyday i just pray to God just to get me through the day with out crying i mean this new church that i have been going to helps alot and i'm happyer now just pray to God and i'll pray things get better for you.

[shesaneightball]

thanks. i'm not a very religious person though. i mean thank you for praying for me, and i have prayed before.. i just don't usually pray when things get bad. i just cry.

[snoopyluvsyou]

i'm not very religious like i dont like going to church but i like this one church its so different idk its just me i know how u feel i was so depressed for the longest time it really sucks but now these days i just pray and God always makes things better i know i sound stupid but it makes me feel better always.

[shesaneightball]

you don't sound stupid. i've just never gotten that from God. I could pray as much as anyone else, but I feel exactly the same as I did before I prayed.. for some reason he doesn't reach to me as much.

[snoopyluvsyou]

yea i know what u mean i used to pray and pray and i just left like nothing ever changed.. im me sometime maybe we can talk about it prettypinksnoopy i dont want to type everything here or just someone to talk to cuz i know how u feel i when tho that.

[shesaneightball]

thanks. i'll im you sometime. btw my sn is lookie its katie. yes gay i know, but haha thats ok. thanks for helping =)