Well, I'm home.

[shesaneightball]

The retreat was pretty boring.
I don't even want to talk about it.
I'm sad and I'm crying.
and I really don't want to talk about it.
I know I come off as a depressed little girl looking for love and attention.
but maybe I am. I don't think so, but yeah.
I do cry alot. but I have good reasons.
Or so i think.
I just wish life was easier on me.
and i wish i could just be happy ONCE in my frikin life.
cause I can't even think of the last time I was happy.

I just want to be left alone right now, and cry.