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Maybe I cling onto him because he's a part of my past that I associate with happiness?
Maybe I cling onto him because I never really had him all to myself 'way back when'
He seems to occur in my memories quite alot, which is not a terrible thing....he's always been loyal, sweet, caring, gentle, just such a great guy in general. One that I remembr wanting so badly - but never really being able to hook him, and maybe that's what it is....maybe, maybe it's because I can't have him, that I want him.
He has such seduction and mystery surrounding him, and it intriges me, still to this day even after 6 years of knowing him....
It's more infactuation. He's everything I am. And everything I'm not.
Our friendship has always been an amazingly balanced one - we always seemed to experience things at the same time. And lately, we've been connnecting mentally as well.
I adore him, and any girl who has his heart is a lucky one.
Onto a lower note: cheese, crackers and juice....my staples for today...not alot, but anything more then nothing is way too much in my books...
I feel as though I've let them down again...and I HAVE. Oh how I know I have.
xxxb
Maybe I cling onto him because I never really had him all to myself 'way back when'
He seems to occur in my memories quite alot, which is not a terrible thing....he's always been loyal, sweet, caring, gentle, just such a great guy in general. One that I remembr wanting so badly - but never really being able to hook him, and maybe that's what it is....maybe, maybe it's because I can't have him, that I want him.
He has such seduction and mystery surrounding him, and it intriges me, still to this day even after 6 years of knowing him....
It's more infactuation. He's everything I am. And everything I'm not.
Our friendship has always been an amazingly balanced one - we always seemed to experience things at the same time. And lately, we've been connnecting mentally as well.
I adore him, and any girl who has his heart is a lucky one.
Onto a lower note: cheese, crackers and juice....my staples for today...not alot, but anything more then nothing is way too much in my books...
I feel as though I've let them down again...and I HAVE. Oh how I know I have.
xxxb