Tonight I don't even have the stars to hold on to..
Well, I haven't written in awhile.
How long exactly I'm not sure.
A couple weeks, the least.
Nothing much as really happened.
I sent the package, I think I've already
established this in my last post.
The same day it got there was the same
day he ended up leaving for Vancouver.
So, it'll be awhile if I do in fact ever get any
response.
The DVD comes out next Friday, & you can
bet your ass I'll be at Walmart at exactly
midnight =).
Anyways, I've been pretty, I don't know, down
in the dumps I guess you can say for the past
couple of days. It's not a long story, but it's
kind of confusing and quite possibly stupid.
There's a guy involved. There's a little kind of
relationship involved. So..basically I'm a girl,
and we know how to take hints when we aren't
wanted anymore. Well...most of us do anyways, haha.
Yeah, that's basically the gist of it. I don't know.
It's probably stupid/retarded/childish to even be
this upset over the matter. But, I can't help it. I'm a
sensitive person.
Yeah, so I've been quite depressed over the matter.
Luckily, I put on a lovely non-emotional mask.
But, I still continuously get asked if I'm okay or if I'm
sure I'm okay. So, maybe my mask isn't that great.
But, I'm trying. I'll get over it sooner or later.
Damn my girl brain & feelings.
Well, I was hoping for this weekend to be a fun one,
but I don't think the plans are going to be followed through.
Something always gets in the damn way. I might still be able
to hang with one of my cousins at least. I was hoping for both
of them. But, I don't think that's happening. All well, I guess I'll
continue on with my numbness for another week. Yay. fun..
So. I guess that's about enough for now.
Until next time...
How long exactly I'm not sure.
A couple weeks, the least.
Nothing much as really happened.
I sent the package, I think I've already
established this in my last post.
The same day it got there was the same
day he ended up leaving for Vancouver.
So, it'll be awhile if I do in fact ever get any
response.
The DVD comes out next Friday, & you can
bet your ass I'll be at Walmart at exactly
midnight =).
Anyways, I've been pretty, I don't know, down
in the dumps I guess you can say for the past
couple of days. It's not a long story, but it's
kind of confusing and quite possibly stupid.
There's a guy involved. There's a little kind of
relationship involved. So..basically I'm a girl,
and we know how to take hints when we aren't
wanted anymore. Well...most of us do anyways, haha.
Yeah, that's basically the gist of it. I don't know.
It's probably stupid/retarded/childish to even be
this upset over the matter. But, I can't help it. I'm a
sensitive person.
Yeah, so I've been quite depressed over the matter.
Luckily, I put on a lovely non-emotional mask.
But, I still continuously get asked if I'm okay or if I'm
sure I'm okay. So, maybe my mask isn't that great.
But, I'm trying. I'll get over it sooner or later.
Damn my girl brain & feelings.
Well, I was hoping for this weekend to be a fun one,
but I don't think the plans are going to be followed through.
Something always gets in the damn way. I might still be able
to hang with one of my cousins at least. I was hoping for both
of them. But, I don't think that's happening. All well, I guess I'll
continue on with my numbness for another week. Yay. fun..
So. I guess that's about enough for now.
Until next time...