Apr 18, 2006 00:19
another restless night, I have to be up in a while to work tomorrow. yet I find better things to do - like waste my life away sitting infront of this computer. excuse me for sounding so emo at the moment. Im really not. just grumpy and tired and angry that Im grumpy and tired and cant sleep. ya follow?
so they decided to give the assistant manager job to the only guy we have working at the place. my manager was talking about giving me some other kind of promotion. anything that involves a rise and benifits, Im game.
I was over laurens tonight and we were looking through pictures from last summer. oh how I miss it. I hate that I cant seem to hold onto anyone. I have a group of friends that Ive known for years and no they will be there no matter what. but it would be nice to finally get out there and meet some new people. I have trouble doing that these days, and when I finally do, I scare them off. some people just cant handle off of this. oh well. their loss.
Ive been feeling like butt a lot lately. It really needs to stop. all the damn kids in my house always coming home with some kind of cold. makes it a lot harder to be pleasant at work when youre constantly hacking and snotting all over the place.
on another random note, some people just need to leave me the fuck alone. I dont understand why people that Ive never met or have no ties to feel the need to comment on the way I look or the way I am. as if you could possibly know me by what you see/read on the internet. fuck off dude.