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Well you no what I am sorry I messed with you I didnt mean it! I didnt no what to do i panicked! I loved you so much! I felt like you messed with my heart, we weren't going any where. There were so many nights i just sat home and cryed my self to sleep because I didnt no what to do! I didnt want to hurt any one. You always had something going on. I felt like the fucking guy in the relationship. No girl wants to feel like that! I am sick of feeling bad for shit that your blaming on me that you should be blaming on yourself!!! When I stoped calling you I thought that you would of at least called me one time, but you didnt. So what was I suppose to do. Well then I met someone that I liked and I thought really liked me. Well it was almost a month when you IM'ed you kept sayin you never want to talk to me anymore, but me and this other guy we always did stuff we didnt just sit at my house and watch t.v. When me and you would talk on the phone I would have to make the converstaion you would make it so hard for me to. Then I talk to this other guy an its so easy to talk to him. He also understands me but you , you didnt understand me at all! EVER!! Well then I really moved on a few weeks later when he asked me out. then you talked to me some days later and you wanted to hang out and work things out so we did you come over and we sat and watched t.v like we always did! Then you asked me why did you stop talkin to me? I didnt want to tell you why just because I didnt want to hurt you but you said you wouldnt get mad so I told you and you got even more mad! So then it was a few more days later when you decided to talk to me again but I couldnt talk, and you got mad at me! once again! So when I came back I said you want to talk okay well lets talk! We tryed to work things out but all the blame went on my sholders! I said can we just wait and just be friends for right now and try this thing again later? We both agreed then you all of a sudden you didnt want to any more.! You messed with my heart once again and I couldnt take one more time. So you messed with my life, then I messed with yours! So guess what we are even now THERE!!! So all I have to say now is that you sould of acted sooner! I dont wait around forever.!